Three words one meaning

Dreading Day

Chapter 6
It's been 1 week since I've seen the boys as school hasn't started. Well it starts today so I have to be carful about bumping into Harry as I haven't spoke to him in a week since our kiss. I can't believe I done that.
I wake up after a horrific night sleep. I barley slept because I knew what awaited this day. Just seeing all the boys staring at me laughing in the inside and maybe even the outside because what I done. I woke up at 5am so I could have a hot shower and wash my hair with my favourite apple and flower shampoo and conditioner. After my warm shower I grab my wireless and dry my hair and my body. I look in the mirror and see these purple bags under my eyes where I haven't been able to sleep and I add a bit of foundation on to cover them and I put some mascara on the look more alive. I find one of my baggy tops and baggy trousers that hang to the floor as I don't want everyone to stare at my body as I know I'm larger than everyone. I grab my perfectly set out books and head to the tea shop as i have heard that England is famous for their tea. I turn up at a cafe called,'costa.' It was delicious. As I finish up I walk slowly to school as I don't want to be to early but I would like to be a little early as I would love to impress my new professor  I have never met. First impressions are always the best. I turn up to my first class which is history around 10minutes early. My teacher is called Mrs BridgeWorth. She looks around 50years old who has a hunch back with a glasses and a large pointy nose. "Morning miss." I say loudly to make sure she can hear me. "Who are you?" She screeches back at me. "I'm aria your new student." I reply. "sit down please." She says. There is a boy who has just walked through the door who is early like me. He has dark brown eyes with a dark blue polo on with a pair of skinny jeans. He also has dark brown fluffy hair. He is cute and I mean so cute. "Hey my name is Joseph. Are you new here?" He cheerfully asks. "Urm hey.. My name is aria and yeah I'm new and nervous." I reply with an awkward laugh. We take a seat at the front and chat before the lesson starts. 2minutes before the bell rings to say your late in stumbles Niall and Louis. Oh no I didn't expect them to be in my history. As I try to focus I can't. I can't stop thinking about the touch of mine and Harry's lips. I can't stop thinking how I wanted more and still want more. As I watch the clock carefully, I see the seconds that turn into minutes and the minutes that turn into hours. Finally, the bell for the class to be dismissed rings and I can't help but scurry quickly out of the classroom of awkwardness. I feel an arm grab me. I get all butterflies hoping it was Harry but also terrified if it was Harry. As I turn around its Niall. "Hey, why did you leave early from the party?" She shamefully asks. "Oh Urm because I had loads of homework and that sorry. Well I have to go now bye." I leave before he has time to ask me another question that I'm not prepared to answer. As I walk into the corridor where my dorm is Liam is slumped outside with a bottle of vodka in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. I try to grab one of the bottles but Liam gives me a death look so I step backwards letting go of the half empty bottle. As I turn to unlock my door to take Liam in I hear a shatter so I turn round quickly and it was Liam through ing the bottle of the whiskey at the wall. The glass shatters into millions of pieces and the brown liquor stains the newly fitted white carpet."Liam what's wrong, you shouldn't act like this?" I ask politely but interested in the answer. "My nan died okay?!!" He cries into my lap. "I was close to her, she was like my mother and she died! She died of cancer! Why would that disease wanna harm her? What has she done?" She cries even harder. "I rub he's back to try to soothe the pain but no matter how hard I try he will still have that pain deep down in he's heart. "I-I came here because you make me feel safe. I trust you!" He says so quietly it's like a whisper that gets lost in the wind. I wipe he's tears and call Louis to tell him Liam is staying round mine and jades tonight. He didn't answer so I call Niall but he didn't answer. Oh no this is karma biting me in the ass. I all Harry and he answers on the 5th ring. "Urm hey... Well Liam is staying at my dorm tonight. Could you tell Louis and Niall as they didn't answer their phones." I calmly talk to Harry. "Okay. What are use two a thing now?!" He asks I a harsh husky voice. "Nooooo" I bean back to him and he breathes,"Okay then, should I pick him up?!" He asks in a concerned tone but I know he's only looking out for he's friend. "No it's fine, well I have to go as I have someone to look after." Harry ends the phone call. I run Liam a hot bubble bath but leave the door open a little bit to make sure he doesn't drown in the bath. I give him a nice cold glass of water and I lay him a pair of Dylan's old pjs on the bed ready for him as they are the only manly thing I have in my room. Liam finally finishes in the bath and he gets in bed next to me after putting on the dark blue silky pjs. He faces one side and I gave the other. I wake up to a loud scream. I wonder who it is?