Three words one meaning

Phone Call

Chapter 14
"Haha look at her fat thighs,why she so ugly?" A group of girls and boys laugh behind me. "If we chased her now she won't be able to run!" The red hairs girl laughs. One of the girls pull my hair which makes me fall to the ground. "Mess that ugly face of hers! If anything you will improve it." One of the boys with brown hair shouts. Punch by punch plunge into my face.
"Aria wake up!" Jade shouts and I look down and realise I'm crying and shaking. She holds me in her arms. For the time I have known her she has never asked me what my dreams are about which I appreciate. Suddenly my phone vibrates on the side next to me and I reach out and it's a text from Niall which reads,"hello there, me and the boys were wondering if you and Jade wanna do something today as we haven't seen you guys in ages. It's like you have been hiding from us." I type back;"hello that sounds good what time and where should we meet?" "How about the cinema at 10am so you have 2hours to get ready and do your lady stuff." I have another shower and wash my greecey hair and then put on my high waisted jeans with white converse and a white top. Jade puts on jeans with a black top. We do our hair and makeup and head for the vue. When we arrive Niall,Louis,Liam and Harry are waiting for us. Louis has is 'friend' with him and Liam has his girlfriend. Niall explains how him and the girl he was seeing don't go out anymore as she was over protective. And Harry well Harry is just Harry. Apart from today, he has a beautiful girl with him. My stomach drops. Jade catches on with what I can see and she whispers in my ear,"don't worry, I know it's hard but you will find someone." She holds my hand and we walk to get our tickets. "Nine tickets to no escape please!" Niall chirps with a smile. From the corner of my eye I notice Niall checking Jade out so I nudge her and she just looks around not realising. The order we sat in was Louis and he's 'friend' Liam and he's girlfriend, Niall, Jade, then me, Harry and then he's friend. Apparently this film is really scary. "BANG!" I scream. Everyone in the cinema looks at me as I realise it's just someone walking into the room. The next scary part happens and my popcorn flys up in the air and lands on Harry. He brushes himself down and I realise he is happy. It must be his girlfriend. Harry has been ignoring me. During the film I see Niall put his arm around Jade and she nuzzles her head into his chest. A tear drops down my face as I realise that could of been me with Harry but I'm just not good enough for him. Hours past and the film finishes so we leave to get some fast food from KFC. Niall and Jade sit next to each other and whisper in each others ears the whole time. It's 5pm now and we start school again in two days so I might leave. "Bye guys, it's been fun." I say as I get up. "Aria I'm gonna catch a lift with Niall if that's okay?" Jade says with a pleading smile. I nod my head to say okay but inside I knew I wanted her to come with me so I could tell her what I'm feeling. Since I've been to this uni I have turn't into a really emotional girl. I cry most of the time. But normally I do smile. I park my car and walk to my dorm . I take a shower which helps me relax and then I put my navy blue tracksuit. I cuddle up in my duvet and watch the note book. I cry throughout the whole film not just because it's sad but because all the stuff that has happened with Harry. Everyone warned me not to fall for him but I couldn't help it. Jade walks through the door with a huge smile on her face and she spots me and turns her smile to a frown."what's wrong?" She says. "It's this film. Anyway why are you so happy?" I ask wanting to know every detail well not every detail."Well Niall asked me out. He said he has liked me since the first day we met!" She squeals. "Check you out." I say whilst hugging her. 8pm reads on my clock so I do my homework and then get back into my bed. As soon as my head hits my fluffy pillow my phone vibrates. It's Harry. The Angel on my shoulder is telling me to answer it but the devil on the other side wins by saying he never spoke to you today. You just look desperate. I press ignore and then my phone rings 5 more times before I answer. "Harry what do you want!" I shout down the phone. "Hi this is Anne Harry's mum. Is this Aria?" She asks in a rushed manor. "Yes, what's wrong?." I answer simply. "It's Harry could you come over right now? This is my address." She beams. I hang up and grab my keys and run to my car. This must be important. Panic rushed through my body and I'm pretty shore it won't stop until my eyes lay upon Harry's. I knock at the door. As soon as the bright light in the hall way comes on I look down and realise what I'm wearing. She welcomes me to the house. Tears stain her cheeks as she looks at me. I walk to the kitchen to see if Harry is there but his not. I walk room to room. In one room the girl he took to the cinema is sitting with her head in her lap. Anne points me to Harry's old bedroom and I walk in. Harry is sitting at the end of the bed head in his hand with tears falling down his beautiful face. He looks up and I realise he has been drinking and he has a cut on his knuckles."Harry!" I break down to my knees in front of him. Tears fill my eyes as I sit in front of him to see what he has done. I run out the room and his mum tells me, it's Harry's father. He has been in a car accident. All Harry kept saying was "I want and need Aria!" More tears fall down my face as I run back into Harry's room. I hold him as tight as I can."don't worry, I know it's hard but I'm here! I'm always here!" I say into he's ear. He looks at me in the eyes. And I have to focus on the wall as it pains me to see him like this. "Stay with my Aria!" He pleads and I nod not wanting to say no. "But but the girl you bought to the cinema is here.?" I say. "That's my sister Gemma." He says in a sharp tone. Pure embarrassments runs through me. Harry takes his shirt off and trousers off and lays in the bed with me. He climbs on top of me. His lips lock against mine. The pure smell of whisky rests upon my tongue as his glides across mine. Harry is now rubbing his body across from mine and I pull away. "I need you now. I need all of you now." He says. "Harry I don't want to do it when your like this. You need comfort not sex." I say and he climbs of and crosses his arms. "I want to I really do but you need me as a friend." I say trying to make it better. "We aren't even friends!" He booms in a harsh voice. "You don't mean that!" I say with a lump in my throat. "I do! God damn it!" He says. I get up and leave the room. "I'm sorry don't leave I beg of you!" He shouts and I stop. "Why shouldn't I? You have ignored me the whole day? Now you shout hate at me when I'm being nothing but nice. I can't deal with your moods.!" I scream. "This is the only way I can handle it you know that. My dad is dying in a hospital bed and I can't do anything to help him. And as for you I fucking love you! I love you so much it hurts. If I saw you with someone else I think I'll break.Since the first day I met you I've felt different. That's why I act so weird. I try so hard to deny it." He screams. "Why have you never told me?" I shout even louder. "Maybe because everyone I love leaves me or even breaks my heart. I push you away so you don't get hurt because I have a past. I haven't said I love you in years. I can't love you,I'm not capable of such a thing I'm better off alone." He booms and walks back in his room. I run down the stairs with tears rolling down my face. "What's wrong darling?" Harry's mum asks. Gemma just stares at me with sympathy so she obviously heard. I run out the door and into my car. I drive and drive and I don't look back.