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Chapter 11
I wake up and turn to my side when I feel a heavy body weight pinning me to the bed. I look and realise Harry stayed over.. I hope it's not awkward. I lift Harry's arm from around me and climb out of bed and try not to wake Harry up. I leave the room and go to have a shower. The hot water runs down my body and I think about what happened last night. The amazing feeling when Harry made me happy. As I walk to my dorm with my tail wrapped around my body I hope Harry would still be asleep or would have left. I open the door and Harry is siting up straight staring at me whilst biting his nail. "Where did you go?" He asks with his hands shaking. "I went to have a shower." I say. "Are you okay from last night?" He asks wondering what the dream was about. "Yeah I'm fine,it's just I had a dream about the past." Harry nods in understanding. To be honest I can't get the fact he said he had something to do before he picked me up again and then game to me smelling like women's perfume."I have to go now." Harry picks up he's stuff in a hurry and slams the door. What was that about. So I get dressed and read a book waiting until Jade gets home. Around 10chapters into my book Jade bursts through the door crying. "Jade omg Jade are you okay darling?what happened?" I rush my words as I just want to be here for her. "We broke up!!!" She cries loudly. "Why?" I ask hoping she'll tell me. "I walked to house and to surprise him and he was banging a girl in he's bed! Then he said he never cared about me and he was with me because he wanted to make he's ex jealous." She cries even louder. "Don't worry about it. When you get ready we can go out for a spa trip." I say hoping it will help. "Okay and then you can tell me about you and Harry." She says with a tiny smile upon her lips. I nod and she goes for a shower. I look down and realise I'm still in my towel so I quickly put on my jeans and a white vest top and some white converse. Jade runs through the door and booms,"he's here. Josh is here, down the corridor looking for me." I gasp as she tells me and I tell her to hide in the closet and get dressed in there. She nods and walks into the closet. I'm glad I bought a big one. Someone is banging at the door. I open it and josh is standing there. "Hey.is Jade in?" He asks in hesitation. I slaw my head and he lets out a deep breathe. "As she's not in can I tell you something?promise you won't say anything?" He says and I nod knowing she can hear what we're saying. Josh leans closer to me and whispers,"I only went out with Jade so I could be closer to you! You have been in my thoughts every time I am with Jade and I love you. He blurts out and kisses me with a lot of force.I would allow it if he wasn't jades ex or I didn't like Harry but he is and I do. Jade hurts out of the closet and josh runs out."what an asshole!" Jade screams with no tears. She's good I would have been all over the place if I were her. After Jade puts her clothes on we head for the shops. We going Victoria secret, primark, hollister,top shop and Starbucks. For lunch we go for a Pizza Hut and we have a chat about Harry."give me the gossip!" Jade squeals in a high pitched voice. "Urm well we went to Arron towers and I held he's hand for the majority of the time and then we went for a picnic and then he took me home to get ready and then we went out for dinner and he ended up sleeping over." I say in a rushed manor. "Your hiding something from me!what is it?" She says quickly. "Well you know I have bad dreams I had one and he woke me up and then we had a romantic session if you know what I mean and then he slept in my bed but that was it. When I woke up he rushed out and barley spoke to me." I blush and Jade grabs my hands away from my face and gives me a sympathetic smile. Jade tells me to ring Harry so I do. It goes straight to voice mail so I text him and say have I done something wrong and he doesn't answer. I run to the toilet and be sick. The thought of Harry not talking to me because of last night makes me want to keep being sick. Jade runs in after me and ties my hair up and we get in the car to go home. To get my mind off of things I book tickets to see me sad for me and Jade for the holidays. I order the tickets for 5am tomorrow morning. As Christmas is the day after. As I get some sleep my phone starts to vibrate and I press ignore but it vibrates again. "Aria its Louis. Harry,well Harry is in a bad state please come down to my apartment now we need you." Before I have time to answer Louis hangs up and I grab my shoes and tell Jade were in going and run. 10minutes later I turn up to Rosemary lane were Louis lives and knock on he's door. Louis opens the door and drags me into the garden were Harry is on top of a man punching him. Why would they call me out of all people? Well anyway I tap Harry's shoulder and he flinches like he's about to hit me. Straight after he realises it's me and gets up and shouts,"who the hell invited her here?" Tears run down my face when he says this because it makes me feel like I am nothing and last night was a dream. Louis tells me the guy is old mate from school who said something to him but not sure what it was. I put my head down and walk inside. An arm grabs me stopping me from leaving and as I turn around its Harry with blood shot eyes and a bloody fist and a bruised eye. By the time he does this Louis has took the man inside and shut the door so me and Harry have some privacy. "Aria don't leave." Harry says with a sympathetic look on he's eyes. "Why shouldn't I? You have been nothing but rude to me! You've ignored me ever since last night! Why would I want to stay with you?" I say with tears running down my face. "Blame it all on me then. Your the one who came here. I don't even like you.your nosey and judgemental and your a Virgin who gives herself to who ever shows you any attention." He booms even louder. I get up and run to the door. Harry grabs my arm and says,"don't leave please!im sorry okay I'm just in a bad place." "Aren't we all! I have just fell in love with a boy who says the meanest things to me and I hate it. I'm judgemental because I don't wanna get hurt but clearly I'm bad about putting a guard up because you e hurt me and your not even worth my time of day. You make me want you and then you pull a stunt like this and I hate you for it. Don't ever talk to me again." I say out of breathe. Harry pulls me to he's body and kisses me. I push away and he pulls me in again. "I need you, I-I like you!"He whispered in my ear. My heart drops when he says like because I thought he was going to tell me he loves me. But who am I kidding why would a boy like him love a girl like me? We come from two different words and he can have anyone. "I like you as a friend."he says straight after which hurts my feeling even more." You said you loved me? But why? All I have ever done is mess you about?why love someone as worthless as me?" He asks with a tear trickling down he's flawless face. "I don't know Harry. But I can't help it." I say trying to make the pain go away. I offer Harry to stay at my dorm as I have an early flight tomorrow so I can't stay here. I take him to my dorm and we sleep interlocked together. I haven't forgot what has happened but for now I will as he needs me.