Three words one meaning

One WordSo Many Meanings

Chapter 15
"I don't love you!" The deep husky voice booms in my head. "Why would anyone love a girl like you!?" He screams even louder. The dream doesn't stop. There is no one there to wake me up."what is baby Aria gonna go cry to daddy now?" He laughs to himself. I jump up and my eyes open wide. As I look around the view tears fill my eyes because the memories of last night flood to mind. I look around and I am laying upon the beach. It's freezing. I look down at my watch and the clock reads 6am. I turn my phone on and I have 20 miss calls and 10 texts from Jade. I have 5 phone calls from dad and last but not least I have 1 call from Harry.
Harry's pov
I wake up in my normal routine. I have a quick shower and but on my black skinny jeans with my white top and knock on Gemma's door. "Open the door!" I shout loudly as my fist connects to the thin layer of wood. "Gosh Harry I was getting ready!" She screams back. "We're going to be late if you don't hurry up." I say. She huffs and gathers her things. We walk out the door and get in my car. I blare the music out loudly as Gemma holds her hands over her ears. Today me and Gemma are meeting up with the lads as we haven't seen them in ages. We pull up to the vue were suppose to meet. We have a quick catch up and from the corner of my eye I see Aria and Jade walking up. I get a huge amount of butterflies in my stomach. I can't even look at her so I ignore her for the whole day. I really like her but I'm not going to tell her because I can't love her. I'm better off alone. I catch her staring at me a couple of times but I don't think much of it. After the film finishes Niall pulls me over to the corner and tells me he is finally going to ask Jade out. God that boy had grown some balls since I last saw him.Niall has had a crush on Jade for ages so I'm kinda happy for him. Aria leaves and I get a phone call from my mum."Harry I need you and Gemma to come home now!" My mum cries down the other side of the phone. I hang up and drag Gemma to the car. "Mum needs us!" I say in a worried tone. She nods knowing something bad is happening. We burst through the door to see my mum curled up in a ball crying. "Mum what's wrong?" Gemma hugs our mum. "Your dad. Your dad has had a car accident." My heart sinks and I run upstairs. Under my bed I have a strong whiskey so I gulp it down. The burn travels down my throat. Tears roll down my face and I get angry really angry. "Grrrrr!" I hit my hand on the cabinet. Blood pours down my hand. Why me?why my family? What have we done? I cry into my lap. The door to my bedroom swings open and I see Aria's figure lurking in the door. She runs to me and claps into my lap. "Harry?" She cries breaking eye contact. I want her to stay with me. "I know what you are going through is hard but I'm here I'm always here for you!" She quickly says. "Stay with me please." I plead her. "You bought a girl to the cinema and now she's here." She says sadly. "That's my sister Gemma?!" I say in a harsh tone. After that all I remember was saying. "I love you!" To her. Oh no! Now she knows how I feel about her. At the end of the night I walk into my room and Aria leaves.
I toss and turn the whole night. "Harry, well morning! Your dad has asked to see you." My mum booms. I grab a pair of navy tracksuit bottoms with a white top and head to the hospital. I walk into room 563 where my father lays. "Harry. I can't believe you came. I'm so sorry son." He coughs. Why is he sorry. "Mr Styles, Urm please may we have a word?" The doctor asks me. I nod and follow the lady outside. "Your dad well he was drink driving when he crashed and he has some bad injuries." The doctor says with simpify. "He has broke his leg and I'm not sure if he will be able to walk again." She adds. A tear trickles down my face as all the memories of me and my dad running around the fields playing football together then they get crushed because he might not be able to walk again. I run out the hospital and called Aria. She doesn't answer so I go to her dorm. This is worrying me so much. When I barge into the room Jade is in her underwear. "Omg I thought you were Aria!" She screams while putting clothes on. "She didn't come home last night?" I ask. She shakes her head and pure panic runs through me. I grab jades hand and drive to all of Aria's favourite places to go while thinking. We are just about to give up and Jade shouts,"the beach! She loves the ocean." I drive to the closet beach. As we pull up I see Aria. My heart sinks as I see her face all red and she has blood shot eyes. I run over to her and put my arm around her. She flinches away from me. "What do you want?" She slurs her words. Shit she's been drinking. She's been drinking because of me. "I'm sorry okay, god damn I'm so sorry I'm such an asshole." I scream. I grab Aria and place her in the back of my car. Jade asks me if I want her to drive and I nod as if it was obvious. I lay Aria down and I sit where her head lays. I place her head on my lap and she stares at me. I break eye contact as I don't want the fact I did this to her rubbing in my face. I tuck a strained hair behind her ear. "I still mean what I said yesterday!" I blurt out without thinking. I do love this girl in front of me because if I didn't I wouldn't of brought her dad a ticket to England would I? She looks at me with watery eyes. She closes her eyes and Lays her head back down and falls asleep. I love the way her hair waves in the wind, I love the way her full lips separate when she sleeps. We pull up to Jade and Aria's dorm and I ask Jade if she doesn't mind letting me take Aria for the day. "Yeah that's fine I have plans anyway. But promise me you'll keep me updated." She says with a worried look on her face. I nod and follow her to the dorm room. I grab Some of Aria's clothes and say,"Niall really does like you." She smiles at me with a hint of red in her cheeks. I run back to the car and leave the car park. I take Aria to my mothers house. "Do you want a shower?" I ask and she nods. She slowly walks to the shower. Whilst she's in the shower I go down stairs to see how my mum is doing after what happened to my father. "He might not be able to walk Harry!" She cries into my shoulder. " I know." I say back. "I'm going to hospital to see him okay?" She explains and I nod again. "Also daring what happened with you and that beautiful girl yesterday as she ran out here like a rocket. I think she was crying. And don't deny it cause I heard what you said to her." She says. "It's fine really." I try to tell her. I go upstairs as I no longer hear the shower and the bathroom door is open. I walk into my room and I see her naked curvy body. "Harry omg close the door!" She screams in embarrassment. I walk in and close the door as she didn't tell me I couldn't. She huffs and gets changed. "Today maybe we could go out and stuff." I say nervously. "Urm yeah sounds good." She answers. Tomorrow is New Year's Eve and I want her to come with me. When Aria is ready we head out of the house. She walks straight for the car but I grab her arm and make her walk. We go to the nearest shopping mall as we walk past a shop window I catch Aria staring at a beautiful dress in the window. "Could you go and get us some shakeaways please." I ask her. She nods and walks off. I walk into the shop and pick up the dress in a size 14. The lady at the shop has a badge that says,"lilli." I catch her staring at me as I buy the dress. She is skinny but has a beautiful face obviously nothing compared to Aria. I walk out the shop and the women bumps into me. I look at her and walk off. I meet Aria in the shopping centre and we drink our milkshakes. It turns 8pm quickly so we head home. Aria comes to my flat. But the only problem is I have a room mate who is a man slut and he gets with anyone. Aria rests her beautiful body on me and we fall asleep. I wake up quickly as I hear Aria screaming. "Wake up!" I shout whilst shaking her. Her eyes fling open and she hugs me. "What are these dreams you have?" I ask wanting to know. "I'm not ready to say." She says and rests her head back on my body and falls asleep.