Three words one meaning

First party

Chapter 5
After the cafe me and Jade go to the nearest shopping mall where there is bound to be a shop that sells a nice dress for tonight. We walk in to lipsy and we glance around the room. In the corner of my eye I spot a perfect dress glimmering in the corner. As I walk over there I get butterflies as I feel the silk material in my hand just picturing the perfect night ahead. As I get the dress I like I go to the changing rooms to try it on and I see Jade in a curled up ball crying. "Jade! What's wrong?" I ask her in a soft voice. "I-I can't go. My scars and bruises will show and everyone will know what happens to me and what I do." She cries into her lap. I put my dress on the hanger next to her head and walk out of the room. I search around the large shop and spot a long sleeved tight fitted maroon dress that finishes half way up the thigh. I rush back in the changing room and hand her the dress. She looks up at me like she has just received £1000. "But I haven't got a lot of money!" She looks down and shakes her head in shame. "I'll buy it and when you have enough money you can give it back okay?" She nods her head in agreement. I walk into one changing room and Jade goes into the next. Once in dressed I stare into the mirror and look at how the material clings to my body to show my curves and it also goes up to my half thigh but this dress is black with a different pattern that suits me with dark blue glittery patterns over my chest. Jade comes out of her changing room and opens her mouth. I'm speechless. She is gorgeous. A beautiful figure for a beautiful girl. We check out at the till and go home. We both have a shower and put makeup on. I helped Jade. And then we both got dressed. We turn up at the 'party' 10 minutes late as we got stuck in a block of traffic. As we walk through the door all the boys run over and complement us apart from Harry. He just stands there staring at me with sharp harsh eyes that look like they could kill someone with just one look. I pull my dress down as I get nervous and I walk over to the couch.

Jade's Pov
I watch the clock tick by, minute by minute as I stand her feeling like the outsider. There are a few boys staring at me biting their lip but I'm not giving myself to a boy not until I know they won't hurt me like my ex did. I have to have a little bit of control otherwise I will never feel safe in my own relationship. I quite like the look of Liam because he is smart, funny and well organised just like me but he's beautiful and I'm not. I have low self a steam yes. I have the right to be. I have no family and I have a ex who hurts me in the most un imaginable way. Liam is my dream boy and I would love to get to know him but I just won't allow myself to because I know how bad a relationship an get and I can't have that  again. Over all I am having an alright time at the party but I just haven't spoke to many only aria as I'm not a confident person.

Aria Pov
Why does Harry keep staring at me? Do I have something on my face? Or is he just taking the mic out of me. Poor Jade she has been standing next to me not talking for the last 2hours. I'm gonna offer to leave because it's not like I'm doing much here either. "Do you wanna leave." I ask Jade and she shakes her head. As we are about to walk out of the door Harry grabs my arm,"what do you think your doing?" He asks in a husky voice. "We're leaving why does it matter all you have done is stare at me with a harsh point of vue." "I-I haven't I was never mind. Just stay one more hour as we're about to play spin the bottle." "Fine!" All the group of boys such as Liam Louis Harry and Niall gather around in a circle. Oh no Sally and her other mate have came in. One goes and sits on Harry's lap which I get annoyed at for some reason but I'm not quite shore why. And the other sits on Niall's lap. The first spin of the bottle it lands on Liam and he is dared to do a run around naked for 10seconds thing. As he does so we spin the bottle again and it lands on me. I'm dreading what they are gonna give me. Louis booms,"I dare you to have 7minutes in heaven with Harry." "What's that?" I stupidly ask. "Well it is a game were you go in the closet with your person for 7 minutes. Harry will explain." Louis chirps back at me. "Why do I have to go?" Harry says in a harsh tone. Louis gives him a glare,"just go Harry, you normally jump at the chance." Harry jump at the chance what does he mean. Has he had a bad history. Well he grips he's teeth and walks to the closet and I follow behind. When we get in there we don't talk for at least 4minutes and when we do it is still awkward. Harry leans in and I kiss him. What the hell was I thinking. "What did you just do?" He shouts as loud as he can. Tears fall down my face as I watch the sweet Harry turn to the devil I never wanted to know. "Im sorry i didn't know what I was thinking." I cry with my hands covering my face. This party has been awful for me so I get up walk out the closet and get Jade and go to the car to go home.