Panic attacks

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Riley's PoV:
Maya texted me saying :
hey riles can't talk today off to the mall with Maddie so I'll call you later so I replied with an ok. As I have nothing to do today I go on a walk on the beach it was really relaxing I could do this any day.

When i got back to our holiday home I quickly went on Instagram and Maya and maddie spammed everyone's  acount with photos which captioned:
'Best one'
'Love this girl'
'At the mall with my best friend'
It hit me right there I couldn't hold it in any more all of my tears came running down my face. I realised I was having a panic attack after that I blacked out.

I woke up to someone sitting next to me. To my surprise  it was Josh.
J: hey we are all worried about you especially Lucas . he was the one who found you. He ran into your room just after  you blacked out and took you in his arms and put you to bed we all saw it.
R : wow. I think I need some rest thanks bye
I pushed him out of the door ,would Lucas actually do that or was he lying any way I jumped back into bed. As soon as I got in Lucas came in and said
L: hey I know your asleep but I just wanted to say that if you need to talk to me you could just ask. Yes I call you a nerd but it doesn't mean I don't care about you. I'm glad I found you otherwise you could be in a worser state. Your beaitiful just remember that.

At this point a tear came out of my eye. I kept replaying those words in my head. "Your beautiful don't forget that". I guess Josh never told him that I was awake. I'm glad though. My thoughts stopped the minute Lucas's lips touched my forehead. I mean that's what friends do right. Do they. I'm sure they do. As his lips moved away. I woke up. Well kind of. Don't blame me ok I'm glad I got to hear what he needed to say.
L: hey nerd
R: hey
L: are you ok I walked into our room and you had blacked out on the bed

Why are you lying Lucas

R: well it wasn't really any thing really just some stupid panic attack for no reason
L: Riley I know your lying. You always have this gleam in your eyes.
Any ways tell me

I told him everything. Every time I shed a tear he wiped it off it was sweet. I'll never fall for him though. But when you look in his green dreamy eyes. Any way so I cried a lot but he listened. Even Maya never really cared for me like Lucas does.
"Lights out " Morgan screams. I go to sleep and try not to have any more nightmares.
An: hey so part of this chapter was inspired by my friends doing the same thing any way( never had a panic attack though)
Hope you liked it
Thanks
N🦄

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