Chapter 14

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For the whole weekend I had been going crazy. I just couldn't deal with all this guilt. I wasn't use to it. I never betrayed someone. I just never. And now I had no idea what I was going to do. I torned between two ideas, ' Not telling Matthew' or ' Tell Matthew'. So I went to the number one help.

Jamie.

"So you are here today telling me that you don't know whether to tell Matthew or not?"

"Yes." I said nodding

"And you kissed my brother?" she asked

"Yes." I said nodding

"Gross." she said gagging, " But I think.....

"You think what?"

"You should follow your heart."

I looked at her, " Follow my heart! Follow my heart! Following my heart is what got me into this anyways! You have no idea how crazy I feel!"

"Maybe you kissing Josh was for the good. So you can choose who you really had an connection with." she said folding her hands

I just nodded and left her room.. People had the tendacy to pull me into a room, and thats what Josh just did. I looked at him speechless, no words formed in my mouth. Nothing nothing at all. All i could of do was blink and stare, straight at him cute face. No one said anything until he finally broke the ice.

"We need to talk."he said fianlly

Talk about what! You kissed me, after I've kissed you. Done! Simple as that. What's there to classify.

"What's there to talk about." I said trying to play dumb

"You know what I'm talking about." he said

"Actually I don't."

He laughed coldly, " So you're just gonna pretend that it never happened."

I shout my eyes at him, " I'm not pretending it never happen!"

"So you know what I'm talking about."

" Of course I do." I said running my hands through my hair, " You just don't understand!"

"Understand what! I know we feel something for eachother!"

"It could never happen!" I said

"Why! Why can't it! Why can it happen between you and Matt, but not us. What are you afraid of?" he asked

"You don't understand."

"Then explain to me."

"It's Manny." I said whimpering

"What about her."

"Nothing." I said nothing and ran out the room.

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