Time. I have too much time and no one to spend it with. If only he was still here.
Recently I've discovered some weird feelings.. I don't quite understand it, but I've found out they're directed towards one person. Only one person. I bet you can guess who..
My Anthony.
These feelings are towards him, and as far as I can tell: the feelings are all love. Hell, I'm in love with my dead best friend. That is kind of weird..
No, not really.. I've always been fond of him. He kind of saved me from the lonely school life I was prepared for when I would enter middle school. Ever since we became friends, I've needed him. Earlier I didn't understand that I needed him, not just as a friend, but something more. I've loved him for so many years..
And now he's gone. I never got to the point of realizing my feelings and confessing them to him, and now it's too late. If only I could see his face once more, just to tell him how I feel. It's a big chance that he didn't feel the same way, but I would take that risk if that was the last time I saw him.
If he did feel the same way, I would've pressed my lips against his and he would return the kiss. His arms would go around my waist and pull me closer as my arms found their way around his neck. My fingers would play with his soft hair as we kissed. I would lick his bottom lip, asking for entrance, and he would let me in. My tongue would explore his mouth and then vice versa. After a while, we would slightly pull away to rest our foreheads against each other. Staring into each others eyes, smiling. Then we would exchange "I love you's". I would wish that I could stare into his beautiful chocolate eyes forever..
What am I even thinking? This will never happen! Anthony's gone and I will never see him again, I thought and began crying again.
Author's Note: So here was chapter 7! Sorry for the long wait and a bit of short chapter, I promise chapter 8 will be longer. This one was not originally planned, but I just had to have it in the story. There may be only two chapters left, maybe three..? I'm not planning on continuing this fanfic until the end of the Universe, since I have so little time to write and update.. I don't know if I will end it after two, three or even five chapters more, but I know that I want to make a very special ending. So, I will spend a lot of time on the last chapter(s) c;
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You Are My Happiness (Ianthony)
FanfictionIan and Anthony are 19 years old. They share a house and spend almost all their time together, until that one day.. ((PS: This story is written as if they never started Smosh.))
