Hey I am very sorry I havent uploaded in like 2 months it hasnt been very fair on you guys, if you looked on my quizilla user all my things had been deleted and i dont know why and i luckly wrote the last chapters on word so it is all good but i am quite annoyed that i have lost all my work, i really hope you enjoy this chapter and once again i am very sorry for keeping you waiting, btw there is only one more chapter and then the eploige thing... hope you like it.
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Williams POV
I watched her. With my eyes burning from the tears I didn’t want to fall. The only thing my mum cared about was herself and her new boyfriend! Shit I knew I shouldn’t of gone to see her but after what happened with Stella and my brother I realised, I wanted stability somewhere I could know I would never be hurt. But nope, my mum hates me with a passion! Arrg! Why is my life shit? Look at Stella she has the perfect life! Nothing can go wrong!
I watch Stella for a little bit longer. Hmm she just sat down like something bad coming back to her. What’s that on her left hand? Oh. Fuck. Me! Stella is that Stella James! She was the one who got abducted by her ex! Oh shit and Lee is only making it worse, properly bringing back memories! I need to ring him.
I wait for about 2 minuets till Lee picked up his phone.
“What the fuck do you want?”
“Lee that Stella girl is Stella James”
“Yeah I know her name stupid!”
“No Lee I mean she is that Stella James! The girl who was abducted by her ex. The girl which now has mental and physical scars all over her body!!”
I hear Lee take a sharp breath in “your not just sayin' that are you Will?”
“No mate. I wouldn’t lie about this shit!”
Lee thinks for a few seconds “right get back here right now. You are missing the first two lessons but you are back there after we talk got it?”
“Yeah Lee I get it” and with that I hang up.
I jump from my tree and begin to walk home. Awaiting the fate that will come with this news.
-----------Stella’s 3rd person POV-------------------------
As Stella walks alone to the bus stop she can not stop thinking about Jason. The man who she will forever love, shocking right? After all that has happened to her all she can think about is Jason Mannon. The MAN that hurt her. She is 16 now it has been 3 years since the accident and Jason is 19 and still in jail and will be for another 4 years. She laughed at herself for so many reasons mostly how shit her life is but mostly what her life could have been with the what if’s.
When she got to the bus stop and saw Chase and Blake waiting patiently for her. No one knew about Saturday night thank-God! But news will spread and fast. As soon as they see the hand mark on her face they will make up rumours till she will spill her guts out. But God she didn’t want to talk about it, people will just bring up Jason and that was the name she no longer wanted to think about but she knew it would come along soon. Stella takes in a deep breath and walks towards her best friends.
Chase’s big glassy blue eyes what looked like he was about to cry. He ran over to her and hugged her so tight she nearly died from suffocation! “Oh Stells it’s all my fault, if I took our normal route this wouldn’t of happened. And I’m soo sorry Stella and with Jason and I’m sorry!!” was all Chase could get out without crying. Stella looked into his big blue eyes and smiled “don’t worry honey! Look I’m good aren’t I?” he looked at her cheek and his eyes got cloudy “oh Chase please don’t cry because you will start me off”. He nodded and sniffed loudly. Blake tapped his shoulder so he could hug Stella as well. Blake’s big brown eyes soften towards her and pulled her into his arms and whispered caring words towards her. Stella took both the boys hands and said “I love you guys so much. I just wish Parker was here” Stella looked down. Finally the bus came and they all clambered onto the bus to start school.
----------------------Chase’s POV!!-------------------------------------
It was my entire fault! I only wanted to be the first home! Oh I feel so bad why I had to always be a 5 year old. I should have known bad things happen to Stella when she is by herself! Blake tries to make small talk with me but I couldn’t talk back.
Stella started walking down the pavement towards us I look at her and feel my eyes start to cloud over with tears which I was not going to let fall! When Stella was close enough I ran up to her and hugged her so tight and apologised too many times. She tried to calm me down but then I saw the hand print on her face and I started all over again.
Blake tapped my shoulder to ask for a hug from Stella so I had to let go of my best friend.
---------------------------- Blake’s POV-----------------------------
Chase was blaming himself for what happened to Stella. I couldn’t blame him personally, but he didn’t know that Stella was going to be raped well attempted rape now did he? But unlike Chase I knew this will bring back memories of Jason. I was the only one who knew she still loved him; I only knew this because I knew the feeling for your first ever love. But luckily I have gotten over that girl, but Stella can never get over him thanks to his handy work, he made sure of it. Her hand was the easiest to look at from all of her scars. It wasn’t the deepest like her leg or her back.
I knew that she was thinking about him. Only because she was rubbing her left hand over the scar as she walked towards us. Chase didn’t notice these small things because he was thinking about how she was nearly raped thanks to him. I don’t blame him but I just need to, because then well I don’t know. I have always needed to know what the truth was and what wasn’t. But with this, well this was just unlucky. Stella was in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Chases eyes were full off sorrow when he saw her. His emotions were seen through his eyes. He could never lie thanks to them; the best thing about him was that he was trust-able no matter what. But Stella on the other hand used to be like this but since the incident 3 years ago she shut her emotions off. She was a good actor at playing happy but I always saw through her façade. But recently she was coming back slowly and surely, but thanks to that twat we lost her again!
It made me sick to think someone had done this to mine and Chases Stella but I will not be able to see her smile for real for another 3-4 years.
-----------------------------Lees POV------------------
I took a large drag from my cigarette letting the nicotine make my nerves calm down. The news I just heard from Will, well kind of messed me up. Shit that was an understatement. That was the reason why her brother was way more pissy than a normal brother would be. He already nearly lost her once. Crap this girl was a lost to me. No point trying to do her now, too much past. And William would hate me if I continued, because he knows that a shit life doesn’t need anymore shit from someone else!
Most of the lads who are in my ‘gang’ know why I rape girls, even though I have loads that throw themselves at me, but heck I don’t even know why I do it. I think my past has fucked me up worse the William, but Will is more fucked up in the head. He no longer believes in love thanks to mum and me. Mostly mum we both blame her for our lives, because she is and always will be a cheating hoe! And she made my dad commit suicide. But with me I made the mistake of showing him raping is okay, and really it isn’t, and I know it. But I don’t know I do it ‘cause I can basically.
What am I going to say to Will? Maybe I should just let him get high first. No I can’t I have already told him he is going back to school, that is the one thing I won’t let him fuck up. His education can get him out of this shit-hole! He shouldn’t be here with me; I am only pulling him down and ruining his life! God I should get high it would be easier but I can’t be weak in front of Will or he will think he has no one! God why do our lives have to be so bad? What did Will and I do to make it this way?
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The Rain
AcakStella is a good girl, a smart person and mostly she had a troubled past. But when a new boy comes into view and she only see's him in the rain , who knew that could change everything, well not stella. Read her story jump into her past present and f...
