A MAGCON Christmas (part one)

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Nash's POV
"Taylor Caniff! I swear to god if you don't have that tree by the time I get home!" I yell, hoping he hears me over the pleasure he's most likely receiving from none other than Shawn Mendes (#shaylor)
"Yeah, yeah I got it," Taylor says breathlessly, and I chuckle. Everyone in MAGCON is suddenly admitting to being gay, even me. And we are all finding love with each other, it's really quite magical actually.
Well, everyone except Cameron.
The love of my life.

Cameron's POV
It is so hard living in a house with a bunch of horny homosexuals. Don't get me wrong, I am not homophobic. But I am most definitely not gay. And everyone else in our little MAGCON family is, other than Jox. Jacob and Mahogany are still going strong, even with all the other guys being gay as can be. I just get so uncomfortable, they all seem so happy with each other. Shawn and Taylor, Matt and Carter, Jack and Jack. They're all so happy together.
Except Nash, he's always alone. I wonder why he doesn't just go find some guy at a bar or something, there's no other guys for him here.
"Hey, Cam," I hear said quietly behind me, and I quickly whip my head around to find a red eyed, quivering lipped Nash. I look him up and down, seeing him holding his side and his shoulders shaking. I run up to him, lifting his chin to look into his eyes. They were empty, like nobody even lived in there.
"Nash?" I asked hesitantly, and he just leaned forward, placing his soft lips against mine. I know it went against everything I believed in, but it felt so good, so right. I eventually puller away, my eyes growing larger and my heart beating faster.
"Cam, I..." I didn't let him finish before smashing my lips against his, feeling him smile as a wave of warmth washed over me. This was all so fast, and insane to think it would actually work. But it was just so perfect, I couldn't let him go.

Shawn's POV
Taylor and I sat on the couch, not saying a word.
"So," Taylor continues, and I shield my face away from him so he wouldn't see my tears, "that guy, he meant nothing okay? It was a one time thing, I was just experimenting. And I regret it so much, Shawn. You're the only person I want, and I need you. Please, don't leave me Matt."
I shot my head up, looking him straight on the eyes.
"So, it was Matt huh?" I ask loudly, seeing his face blush and fingers begin to fidget.
"No, why would you even ask that?"
"Because you just called me Matt," I say, feeling my entire face shift from confusion to anger.
"It was an accident-"
"FUCK YOU TAYLOR! AND FUCK MATT TOO! OH WAIT, YOU ALREADY FUCKING DID THAT!"
I say screaming and getting up to walk away. I feel a hand grab my arm, but quickly pull it away.
"Don't touch me," I say, tears streaming down my face as I walk out the door and heading towards my car.

Taylor's POV
I just fucked everything up so bad, I can't believe I just let Shawn walk out like that. He's the love of my life, and I let feelings get in the way. I don't even have feelings for Matt though, so u don't know why we decided to have sex. It was a spur of the moment I guess.
"Taylor," Carter comes running in, confusion written all over his face. I sigh.
"What Carter?"
"Did Shawn just say what I think he just said?" I could hear the tremble in his voice, and knew he would be hurt if I told him the truth.
"No, no it was a different Matt. Matt Prior, he lives in southern Cali. I went for a vacation earlier this year, and met him. It was a summer fling," I say, and Carter sighs. I can see the relief wash over him.
"Oh thank god, I honestly thought you and my Matt had," Carter pauses, "relations," he finishes, and I laugh so he can see how stupid that would really be.
"Me? And Matt? You're crazy," I say, and Carter laughs too.
"Okay, well thanks buddy. I can always count on you," he says, going beach towards the kitchen and ruffling my hair on the way out.
I am so fucking stupid.

Nash's POV
Cam really took me by surprise, I wasn't ready for him to do that. But it felt so right, so nice. Cams lips were like lost treasure, and you had to be extra careful while trying to find it. Everything felt so right, so nice. But then it hit me; Cameron wasn't gay yesterday, why is he suddenly today. I pull away at this thought, earning a confused look from Cameron.
"What's wrong?" He asks, and I just shake my head.
"Do you like me?" I ask, and he looks at me blankly.
"Nash, I love you. You know this. But this whole gay thing, just feel... Wrong. So wrong, but so right," he finishes. I sigh.
"So all of that, meant nothing to you?" I ask, slightly raising my voice as Cameron backs up a little.
"No, Nash that's not what I meant. I love you, but I can't be-"
"A queer," I finish for him.
"Nash, don't fucking start this shit," he says rolling his eyes, and I raise my hands in surrender. We both walk towards the door, but I slip out before he can.
"You don't know what you're doing to me Nash," I hear him mumble, and assume he didn't want me to hear it.
"Well, Mr. Dallas. You have no fucking idea what you're doing to me. Ever since I truly admitted how I felt about guys to myself, it's been you. Always you, Cameron. And when it hit me that you'd never return those feelings, I got pissed. So pissed at you, and at myself for even trying. So please, save your bullshit," I say walking away, but something catches my arm.
"I love you too Nash," Cameron says, and I blink in disbelief.
"What?" I ask, but he crashes his lips against mine. I accept the act of affection, but thoughts are still swirling through my mind.
"Cam, Cam wait a second," I say, pulling back, "I love you too," I say smiling, and we kiss again, but this time much more sweetly. We finish up, walking down the stairs hand in hand to find a crying Taylor alone on the couch.
"He left," was all that Taylor could get out before continuing to sob.
"Shawn left."

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