thirteen

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I place my purse and keys down on my counter in my clean kitchen. I went straight home instead of kian house because he's still in meetings. I have a hard time believing that though because it's 9pm and he's been 'in meetings' all day.

Before I change into my pajamas I tweet,
'Twas a great day with @jackgilinsky.'
Jack instantly retweeted it.

After that I put on an outfit that I got when I shopped with Lindsay a couple weeks ago. It's a black Calvin Klein sports bra and underwear with white sweatpants.

"Hey babe." I hear a familiar voice yell from outside my bedroom

I jump in fear but soon recognize who it was.

"Kian I thought you still had meetings." I walk out of my bedroom and gasp at what I see

Kian innocently standing in front of probably 35 purple roses and a Gucci gift box.

"Kian!" I jump up and down and embrace him

"Open it." Kian motions to the neatly wrapped box

I nod my head and vigorously rip open it. My eyes nearly pop out of my head when I see a matte black purse lined with gold.

"Kian, Thank you." I kiss kian on the cheek and strut around with the purse on my shoulder

"You look beautiful." Kian smiles entertained by my strutting show

"I should get these in a vase." I put the bag down and get a vase out of my cabinet

Kian sits on his phone until I finish putting the flowers in a white vase Dom got me for my birthday this year. I stand in front of kian tapping my foot until he finally looks up at me. I raise my eyebrows at him and he turns his phone off.

"What can I do for you pretty lady." Kian smirks

I shrug and sit on his lap and he wraps his hands around my waist.
"I love you." Kian whispers in my ear and my whole body tenses but soon relaxes

"I love you too." I snuggle my head into the crook of his neck and he kisses my ear. That was the first time saying I love you to each other and it felt so right. 

I reposition myself on Kian's lap and I didn't realize what I was doing until a grunt escaped from his mouth.
"I'm sorry." I shyly whisper

"Nothing to be sorry for baby." Kian moves his hands down to my butt.
I kiss him on the neck leaving marks that will probably last for a couple days.

Kian stands up while I'm still attached to him and carries me to my bed and sets me on my bed. His strong hands remove my sweatpants leaving me in my bra and underwear. Kian kisses along the rim of my underwear and I roll my eyes at how long he's taking.

"Kian." I beg and he smirks against my skin

He slowly takes off my underwear and my insides feel like their exploding.

(I don't feel like putting serious smut in this but it you guys want me to just tell me.)

We cuddled for a couple minutes after kian ate me out. (okay wtf did I just write lmao)

"So a couple days ago, you said you had tour practice?" I sit up in my bed and Kian's face tenses

"Yeahh. Jc and I are going on tour in a week." Kian sits up by me

"A week! What the hell kian!"

"Sorry!" Kian throws his hands up. "I couldn't tell you anything yet because it wasn't finalized. But now it is, and I'm going to be on tour for three months."

My mouth is wide open while I'm stunned from shock. Now the two people I am starting to make a friendship and relationship with are going on tour; Kian and Jack.

"It's not a big deal! You can come with us!" Kian states like its the most obvious thing he's every said

"No I can't kian! I can't just drop everything and go and travel the world for three months. I have tons of things happening for my career!" I defend myself from the idea

"Things you can't do while on tour?" Kian asks like an idiot and I furrow my eyebrows at him

"Well what do you want me to do Andrea!?" Kian asks

"I don't know kian. I just don't want us to end up like the last time you went on tour." My eyes began tearing up

"We won't. I promise." Kian rubs his hand along arm

I can't help but feel uneasy about this whole situation. I love kian so much and I hope everything will be okay.

A/N
sorry if there are any spelling/grammar mistakes; I've had no wifi for the past two days and I still don't have any so I might not update for a couple of days :(

again // kian lawley , andrea russettWhere stories live. Discover now