Five minutes ago I was forced into recording a snapchat video of me burning a photo of Jenn and I. I didn't even have a photo of us together; I had to print it out.
It been a week since the whole Jack fiasco. Surprisingly, it literally changed nothing between us. We've discussed it, and we wanted to continue to be friends like before. We both have no feelings for each other. At least, I don't have feelings for him.
Right now I'm heading out to the store, since my bra size weirdly has grown. I think it's my new birth control pills that I started taking last week. They said increase in breast size is a possible side effect.
"Andrea!" I hear my name being called from inside Victoria Secret.
A girl probably 16 rushes up to me and wraps me up in a hug.
"Hi." I respond smiling
"I'm like your biggest fan! Can I get a picture?" The girl asks, I reply with a yes and we quickly take the picture
"I am the biggest kiandrea shipper!" She screeches, making my heart sink
All the fans think kian and I are still dating because we haven't announced that we are broken up.
"Aw thanks." I pretend to be flattered and plaster a fake smile on my face as I attempt to get memories of kian out of my head
"You're welcome. I knew you'd be here with him!"
WAIT
WHAT
KIANS HERE
"Ummm." I say but quickly clear up my confused my face. "Yeah, where is he?"
"I don't know where he is now." She shrugs and I nod my head
"Well it was nice meeting you." I give the girl another hug and she walked away.
Of course kian is here.
Of course this has to happen to me!
I try to ignore everything that has just happened, and walk into Victoria Secret.
I love the feel of this place. I love the smell too.
"Hello. Can I help you?" A very petite looking lady walks up to me
"Ah yes. I am looking for size..." I look down at the number I have written in pen "30c"
(A/N I have no idea what a normal bra size is or if that even is a bra size so)
The blonde haired lady motions for me to follow her, so I do.
I quickly grab a few bras, I don't care if they are cute or not it's not like anyone else is going to see them but me.
The blonde lady checks me out. The total is $125. That's not surprising to me considering the prices here are way higher then they should be.
I swipe my credit card and take my bag.
As I'm walking out, someone I didn't want to see walks in.
No, it's not kian.
This one is worse.
"Andrea!"
Why? Why me? Why must everything bad happen to me?
"Hi acacia!"
"What are you doing here?" I can tell her smile is so fake. It's almost scary, now I know she knows something I don't.
"Oh just picking up a few new things. You?" I pretend to be interested
"I'm here with kian."
Just as acacia says this, kian walks in the store.
"Hey babe, they have adi-" Kian's smile drops when he sees me.
You know, that hurts a lot. The man I loves' smile drops when he sees me. My smile on the other hand, never drops because it was never there.
"Andrea?" Kian asks like he forgot what I looked like
"Baby, isn't it weird we saw her here?" Acacia stares right at me when she asks kian this
I roll my eyes while angrily pushing past the two.
Tears are streaming down my face by the time I arrive to the bathroom. I cover my face while rushing to a stall and lock it behind me.
This is all too much for me right now.
How could kian do this to me? Not only me- but himself? He knows how harmful and deceiving acacia is.
She's the one that tried to break us up the first time! She's the one that had sex with kian when him and I were just starting to talk to each other again! And now she's the one swiping kian up right after we broke up.
I begin to feel very queazy while thinking of all the situations happening in my life right now.
I instantly flip open the toilet seat and let my previous meals go.
Ugh, I hate puking so much, who doesn't?
After throwing up practically everything in my stomach, I flush the toilet and walk out of the stall.
No one else is in here, they probably all ran out when I started puking.
I look terrible. My makeup is smeared and my face is blotchy. Not to mention my breath probably smells like death.
I take a few deep breaths before grabbing my purse and Victoria servers bag before stepping out of the bathroom and straight to my car.
I shut my car door behind me, and my phone buzzes.
[jenn] hey it's jenn. I know we both made mistakes but what's going on?
I don't need this right now.
[me] our management is making me do it jenn
[jenn] what the hell andrea
[jenn] why didn't you tell me
[me] listen, I don't need you cussing at me right now
[me] stop texting me
YOU ARE READING
again // kian lawley , andrea russett
Fanfictionkian and andrea have already been through this before, they thought they weren't compatible. after a year and and half they find their way back to eachother. can they maintain their love through the hard times?
