again // kian lawley , andrea russett

seventeen

I woke up in doms bed.

I really don't know all that happened last night, all I know is that I messed up. And so did kian- at least I think he did.

After much consideration, I decide that I such probably get out of bed. I walk out of doms room and see that his place his a mess. He is in the kitchen, so I join him.

"Morning." Dom sighs

I hum in response, not wanting to talk.
Dom hands me a plate and puts two pancakes on it. I start to eat the food when Dom begins talking.

"What happened in there?"

"I guess I was really heated from the little fight with Jenn and then Corey showed me a picture of kian kissing someone and I was vulnerable." I explain mentally slapping myself

I was being so stupid and over thinking things. I should have trusted kian and not gotten so worked up because of the picture. I didn't even know what was going on in the picture!

"You should tell kian what happened."

My heart pounds at the thought of telling kian that I kissed Corey. My one mistake will probably ruin his whole tour. But if I wait to tell him he will be even more upset with me.

"I know." I reply to Dom

-

My nervous fingers play with my hoodie strings.

Kian is taking forever to pick up his phone.

"Hello?" Kian's raspy voice makes it sound like I woke him up

"Did I wake you?" I ask- glancing over at my clock that says 2pm. I don't know where he is right now but that's probably not the time.

"Yeah." Kian answers but continues talking before I can apologize. "What's up?"

I take in a deep breath before talking.

"Last night I went to Dom's party." I close my eyes to attempt to calm down
"Jenn was there, and we got into... A little bit of a fight. Corey pulled me away and fixed up my face. Then he showed me a picture of you kissing a fan and-"

"You know I wouldn't kiss anyone else." Kian interjects

"Yeah I know but it was late and I was tired. I-I kissed Corey."

Kian didn't say anything. I could hear his heavy breathing on the other line.

"Kian?" I say after a long break of silence

"Okay."

"What?" I ask, completely confused on what he's saying

"Okay. Just- don't call me."

Kian hangs up in the other line and before I know it tears are pouring from my face. I can't believe that just happened.  I can't believe I was stupid enough to think kian would kiss someone else. And most of all, I can't believe I kissed Corey.

I've completely ruined everything good I had going for me.

A/N
omg I'm so sorry that this was a short chapter and I haven't updated in like two weeks. i had FIVE tests last week so I was pretty busy. anyways, I'm going to be update more often <3
happy Valentine's Day btw!