Safe || Im Changkyun

일/ one

Chae Jieun

I laughed in my heart at our conversation; me and that weird guy. "Such a weird guy" I thought. I entered my house silently seeing my mom drunk as usual with one of her playboys. More like playmen. Dirty old men whom she sleeps with. Everyday another man. My dad left my mom and I behind. He wanted to take me with him but my mom and I both wanted to stay together. My mom was always a good woman until she and my dad divorced, she became the opposite and I regret choosing her instead of dad. Ever since then, I hated my mom. I can never forgive her. I miss my dad and I can't go see him because I don't know where on earth he is. When I ask my mom where he is, she always starts to ask about how school is going and never actually listens, she never actually cared.

I snapped back to reality by the sound of noisy laughter of my mom and her 'friend'.

"Hey Jiiii, is that you? Are you home? Hahaha." She began laughing while I just ignored her. I took off my shoes and my scarf. I walked as fast as possible to my room and locked the door. I took out my phone to check if I had any messages. Who would text me, I have no friends anyway. I reached out for my sleeping pills on the counter since I can't sleep with all the noises of my mom. I wanted to turn off the light before sleeping but stopped when I heard a few knocks on the door.

"Jii. Ji right? What are you doing there? Let me come in." I got scared by the sound of the perverted crazy man on the other side if the door. I stood in silence hoping he'll go away. "Jiii. Don't ignore me, I'm not going if you ignore me. Don't be scared just let me come in. I know it's scary first, but you'll get used to it Ji." At that point my heart began racing. I looked out the window to see if it was safe to jump. It wasn't, but I had no choice. "Go away." I said trying not to sound too scared. "Nah, this is not the reaction I wanted Ji." Stop saying my damn name.

I opened the window and was ready to jump until I was stopped by two hairy arms hugging me and slowly moving down to my private part. I tried to shake him off me but he was too strong. I started screaming and begging for someone to help me. "Mooooom shouldn't you be doing something. Mom!! Please help me I'm still sixteen and I don't like this- Uhh." I froze in my place when I felt the man's tongue on my shoulders going up to my neck. "Honey it's okay, you'll get used to it hahahaha." My psycho mom said laughing. Oh how I just wanted to rip out her lungs. The man smirked thinking I got with the 'flow'. Just when he softened his grip, I elbowed him and kicked him in his balls.

As soon as he was lying on the ground, I grabbed my Jacket which I threw earlier on the ground and ran to the door. "Hey, you teenager! Stop right there!" He ordered me. Of course I wouldn't listen. I tried to grab my shoes when he started running towards me. I decided to leave everything and just run.

I ran out of my house looking back and forth if he was anywhere to be seen. After a while of running, I arrived at school. No shoes, no money, no food, just me. Luckily I brought my jacket with me, it's so cold. I looked in my pockets to check the amount of cigarettes I had. Three. Damn what do I do with three cigarettes. I went to a coffee shop nearby and just sat there. I ordered nothing since I had no money. I just sat there, trying to ignore the people looking at me weirdly because I had no shoes on. I embraced my arms and put them on the table to rest my head on them. I started thinking about what happened once again and my tears started streaming down and the music in this cafe wasn't helping. At all. I sand along to the lyrics of the song 'Wild flower' by Park Hyo Shin. I fell asleep in the cafe with me embracing myself not realizing I cried myself to sleep.

I slept for a few hours forgetting myself. "Miss. Miss. Miss, can you please wake up? You slept here for three hours, we're going to shut." A warm voice of a young man woke me up. I looked up at him and saw him smiling cutely at me. "Huh? Where am I? Am I not home?" I asked in confusion. "Uh no, you came here three hours ago." He said softly. "Oh right, I remember now. Thanks." I said while standing up ready to leave.

"Uhh miss." The boy said again. I just looked at him in reply. "May I ask why you have no shoes?" He said looking at my feet. "It's just.. Uh just.. I forgot to wear them. Haha stupid me." I said almost too obvious. He didn't seem to believe me but just nodded. "Okay then, have a great night miss!" He told me before cleaning the table next to him.

I exited the empty cafe and searched for a warm place to stay the night. I just started walking to god-knows-where and ended up in a decked train station. I made sure there was nobody then lied down in a comfortable position on the bench. I tried to fall asleep and I nearly succeeded. But didn't. I got disturbed by a voice of a man, calling me out. "Hey! It's you!" I turned around to see who it was. "Oh no." I thought.

End of chapter! So? Who would it be huh? Tell me what you think~

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