Don't Let Me Go (A Larry Stylinson Story)

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Louis Pov

I felt horrible. It almost made me sick to my stomach hearing Harry cry like that, because of me. Thinking back when I woke him up his eyes looked slightly red, was he crying earlier too? No, I have to be imagining it. It was dark. I could hardly see. I sat there for a minute just listening. The only sounds heard in a silent house, the patter if rain hitting the window and Harry crying. That was the painful part. Listening to him cry.

I finally made my way back to my bedroom. I changed out of my wet clothes and into some grey sweat pants. I laid in bed listening to the rain as my mind replayed earlier events. All leading up to what just happened, Harry. I couldn't get the sound out of my head. Him sniffling and huffing as he cried his eyes out. It was all my fault. I would have to make it up to him.

I thought of ways to make it up to him. Watching grease with him tomorrow obviously wouldn't be enough. I could cook for him, but I can't really cook. Harry normally does that. He's my best mate, why is it so hard to think of what to do for him? I'm a horrible person. I don't deserve to have someone as kind as Harry in my life. I'm just a lousy friend.

I put my hand to my face, that's when I realized I was crying. I rarely ever cry. Out of the group I'm the one who holds it together. People think Liam is the strongest, he's 'Daddy Direction' but that's when we need a leader. When it comes to emotions I never break. So why am I breaking over Harry? 

'BBBBOOOOOOM' a loud crack of thunder pulled me out of my thoughts, causing my entire body to jolt. I began to shake slightly. I wish Harry was here he always comforts me during storms.

 

Harry's Pov

I heard thunder crack along with bright lines cascading through the air outside of my window, lighting up my room. By the sounds of it the lightning was close. Poor Louis, he must feel horrible right now. He's probably scared and to make it worse I yelled at him earlier. I don't know what got into me. I was just so upset that he forgot about me. It just proves that he doesn't care about me like I care about him.

I want to go in there and hold him, rub his back in small circles and sing softly to him. So he would calm down and fall asleep in my arms, just like I always do. But I can't he thinks I'm mad at him. But I'm not, at least not really. I could never be mad at Louis. Sometimes he pisses me off but  I could never be mad at him. If I went in there now he would just think I was Bi Polar or something. It would scare him away even more.

I couldn't stop my self before I knew it i was out of my bed and walking towards his room. I stopped in front of the door. I held my hand out to knock but instead I just slowly opened it.

Louis was sitting on his bed curled up into a ball, under the blankets. As I walked over I could see him shaking. He was breathing heavily and I could tell he was crying. I didn't say anything I just sat down on the bed and pulled the covers off his head.

I wrapped my arms around him and rubbed his back. I hummed in his ear and rocked him gently in my arms. His breathing slowed down and he pulled away to look at me. His eyes were red and puffy. "H-harry, I- I'm s-s-so s-sorry." He choked out."

"Boo, it's okay. I'm not mad. I over reacted. I'm sorry." I wiped a tear from his cheek.

"D-don't leave." he mumbled. I tightened my grip on him. 'I wouldn't dream of it. I love you Boo.' That's all i wanted to say to him, but I didn't. I could never let my thoughts leave my head.

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I woke up with Louis in my arms. I smiled as I watched him. He looked so peaceful. I didn't want to leave this bed. I couldn't help but to feel like this is how it should be, I wanted to wake up every morning with Louis in my arms.

My nose started to tingle. Fuck- I had to sneeze. I tried to hold it back but i couldn't. I sneezed harder than I ever had before. Louis jumped out of my arms, startled. Damn, moment over.

What's up my little Larry shippers? Sorry this wasn't much of a chapter. I'm kinda stuck. Things should escalate next chapter. I'll probably have a pov from one of the other boys soon. Comment If you have any feed back or ideas.

Courtney xx