Don't Let Me Go (A Larry Stylinson Story)

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

Harry's Pov

My finger hovered over the call button. I inhaled deeply closing my eyes as my finger clicked the button down. This is it. The familiar sound of numbers dialing filled my ear followed by ringing.

"Park Plaza Inn, How may I help you?" A woman's voice sounded. I swallowed thickly. "Um, I would like to reserve a room for the twenty second."

"Would you like to upgrade to a grand suite?" She asked. Mine as well, "Sure."

"Great! What's your name, sir?" I paused to think of something. "Edward Green." Not the best name but it will do. "Alright we have your room booked for the twenty second Mr. Green."

I hung up and let out a sigh of relief. It's all arranged. Out last show is in a week. One week, that's all I have to do. I told the boys I was heading up to visit family for the weekend.

Now that everything happening I have to admit, I'm scared. I shouldn't be though. I mean, I wasn't before. Right? The boys will move on, Louis will move on. This is what I wanted. Isn't it?

Am I being selfish? I feel like I'm over reacting. Can I do this? Should I do this? Is being alone a reason to die? I'm not alone, but I feel alone. I have people here who care about me.

Oh god what am I doing? I put my face in my hands. My whole body was trembling. I'm not even considering other peoples feelings. What will fans do? I could ruin the boys career.

I could deal with this. Not for myself but for my friends, for my family.

I just remembered I booked a really fancy, expensive suite. I guess I could go there for some time for myself, just relax, clear my mind.

My phone buzzed in my pocket.

From: Liam

We are all meeting up at my place for a movie, you in?

I groaned, I don't feel up to going anywhere. I don't want to see Louis.

To: Liam

I think I'm just going to stay in for the night.

From: Liam

Come on please? We've been back for a week now and none of us have seen you at all.

To: Liam

Fine. Be there in 10.

I looked down. I hadn't bothered to dress all week. To be honest, I haven't left my flat since I've been back. You would think after being stuck in a cabin for a week I would want to go out and see the world but actually, It's the opposite.

I threw on a pair of black skinny jeans and a white 'V' neck. I slipped on my boots and grabbed a jacket heading out.

Louis' Pov

I haven't done anything  this week. Sure, I've left the house. The whole week I've been normal, happy, crazy, Louis. If I wasn't the boys would notice, especially Liam, and I don't need him on my case.

I've only left the house when the boys wanted to hang out. Beside that I mope around watching mushy romance movies, then crying over how my life cant be like a 'chick flick'.

Even I would pity myself so I would never let anyone else know the state I'm in currently. I haven't seen or heard from Harry all week. I'm sure he's avoiding me because I had to be stupid and kiss him.

I sat on Liam's couch playing with a loose thread from my shirt. I tugged on it, leaving a nice whole in one of my favorite shirts, great.