I'm Not Okay!

What A Douche Bag

"Cassie!?" Gerard shot up and ran over to me and hugged me, I let myself cry in his shoulder and he held me tightly.

"I'm sorry" I whispered and pulled away slowly looking confused.

"What for?" He asked

"Not believing you"

"What's happened?"

"Kyle was only dating me to find out information for the paparazzi... Probably wanted to become famous" I saw Gerard frown and he let go of me, Mikey ran to me hugging me.

"What a douche bag" Mikey chuckled and I held him tight.

"I'll kill him" Gerard said gritting his teeth, He ran to the bedroom and came back out with a baseball bat. I stared at him in shock. He ran out of the bus and I ran after him.

"Gerard stop" I said wiping my eyes. He stopped and grabbed my mobile.

"Where is he?"

"I'm not telling you" I sniffed

"CASSIE TELL ME NOW!" He shouted at me, I fell back and stared at him. I could call him dad now, he reminded me off him when he was drunk and about to hit me. I swallowed hard and let the tears spill. Gerard dropped his bat and knelt down to me but I crawled away. "Cassie I'm sorry" He whispered but I crawled back and felt someone behind me, I looked and Mikey stood there. He helped me up and I hid behind him.

"Gee you have to control you anger especially for when Cassie's near you" Mikey told him and I held his hand, I felt like a kid but I didn't care.

"I know" He said rubbing his forehead, I looked behind Gerard and saw Kyle walk toward's us. I squeezed Mikey's hand tightly and he saw him.

"Gerard, his a kid don't hurt him" Mikey warned, Gerard looked confused but turned around to see Kyle standing there smiling.

"Hey" He said looking at me. Gerard ran up to him and Mikey ran after him, He grabbed Kyle by the throat and Mikey tried pulling him off.

"YOU SWORE YOU'D NEVER HURT HER! YOU LITTLE BASTARD!" Gerard screamed at Kyle, I ran up to Gerard and kicked him in the balls. He let go Kyle and I slapped him.

"Get the fuck out of here" I growled and Kyle ran. I looked at Gerard who was on the floor crying in pain and I knelt down.

"OUCH!" He screamed at me

"You wasn't going to let go, I had to do what I had to do" I saw Mikey smirk and I gave him a glare, he ran off to the bus... Probably to tell Frank And Ray what I just did. Frank came running out but stood there laughing.

"I'm sorry Cassie, he hurt you though. I'm suppose to protect you and I let him hurt you" Gerard said sitting up slowly, I helped him stand up.

"You tried to protect me but I ignored you and let him in my life, If anyone I'm to blame... Look at Frank" I said pointing to him, he stood there pointing at Gerard and laughing. "Can I kick him?" I said smiling innocently.

"You don't need my permission" He laughed and I let go of him walking up to Frank slowly. I smiled at him and he stopped laughing.

"What are you gonna do..." I Kicked him and he screamed, this time me and Gerard was on the floor laughing.  "FUCK" He screamed. I roughed his hair up and ran to the bus, Ray looked at me and he looked terrified. I chuckled slightly and smacked his Afro. He jumped and ran into the bedroom, I love bullying these guys, It's too funny! They cheer me up in a matter of minutes!!!