I'm Not Okay!

CASSIE!

Mikey drove me home and I couldn't stop smiling the whole journey. We walked into the house and into the living room sitting down and relaxing.

"We better ring the band soon" I said looking at Mikey

"Oh yeah" He said taking his phone out and handing it to me.

"Are you okay Mikey?" I asked as he looked a bit down in the dumps.

"Yeah fine, just been a long day... For you mostly" He smiled, I looked through his contacts until I saw Gerard, I rang and waited for an answer.

"Hello?" He asked

"Hey Gee!" I screamed down the phone and I heard him laugh.

"Please don't make me go deaf, I have to perform later" I chuckled and looked at Mikey who looked miserable, I nudged him and he smiled.

"So how's it going?" I asked biting my nails.

"Yeah it's fun just a bit boring without you or Mikey here though... How did it go with the court case?" He asked lowering his voice.

"7 Years" I whispered

"That's great! Have you thought of who you wanted to foster you yet?" He asked, I looked at Mikey who could hear the conversation.

"Yes, but I want to tell everyone when we're all together" I told him

"Okay, can you put Mikey on the phone?" He asked and I Handed Mikey the phone, he started speaking and I saw a  smile spread across his face.

"Okay, see you then" He said hanging up.

"When are they coming back?" I asked

"In 4 Months" He replied and my jaw dropped.

"Wait what!? So we can't see them for 4 months?"

"We're going on tour with them Cassie, we need to pack and I'll drive where we need to go" He smiled standing up.

"So we're going to live on a bus?" I asked raising an eyebrow

"Yeah, Believe me though... It's one cool bus" I smiled and ran upstairs into my room packing my things. It would be weird going on tour but still... As long as I can see everyone and support them like they supported me I'd be happy. I ran downstairs too see Mikey holding a suitcase waiting for me. "You ready?" He asked and I Nodded. We ran to the car and chucked our suitcases into the boot of the car and drove off.

"When you're performing what would I do?" I asked Mikey

"You would probably be watching us, standing to the side of the stage supporting us. Unless of course Gerard, me or Frank drags you onstage" I saw him smirk.

"Hell no" I replied

"I don't know... Frank is kind of like that, Unless he's beating me or Gerard up" I laughed at the thought and stared out the window. We stopped driving as we reached a bus and hopped out of the car. "You go in and I'll get the suitcases" Mikey said walking to the boot. I walked up to the bus and knocked on the door. Frank opened it and pulled me into a hug.

"Hello there" I chuckled

"CASSIE!" Frank screamed in my ear. He let go and I rubbed my ear.

"Yeah, thanks for that Frank" I said walking in and sitting on the sofa next to Ray. I stared at his Afro and he gave me a glare.

"Don't even think about it" He warned but I just rubbed his Afro and I heard Gerard laugh. I looked to the side of me and saw Mikey sitting down with the suitcases on the floor.

"I think I'm ready to tell you" I said standing up, everyone was sitting and staring at me. I know that when I told them he would be upset. But he'd still be close to me.

"I hate tension" Frank said biting his nails.

"I want...Gerard to foster me" I whispered and he smiled, I looked at Mikey who was frowning and shaking his head. Frank smiled and Ray tried to fix his messed up Afro.