Hug me | Vkook

Tell me

He opened his eyes slowly feeling the pain on his head as he tried recalling on what happened yesterday night. His visions were still blurred as he noticed a figure beside him on a sitting position. Head hanged low as if he did something wrong that would eat by his guilt and regrets. It's not long until he found out that he has no clothes on, what happened? He asked as slowly, the blurred visions were vanished as he saw Jungkook beside him.

"Jungkook?" He asked with a hoarse voice sitting up that made the younger went wide eyed, slowly whipping his head to face Taehyung. That's the only cue when the older remembered everything, he was shocked and Jungkook noticed that, and that's when he burst into tears, saying sorrys to Taehyung, pleading as if the other was against. But Taehyung was there to stop all the nonsense, stopping Jungkook with his hands, stopping jungkook from saying sorrys, stopping Jungkook from crying, stopping Jungkook for breaking his heart.

"Jungkook, why?" He questioned as he held the youngers pale hands, but Jungkook only gave him a sad look, "Why did you let me?, why didn't you stopped me? I could've hurt her, why?" He wanted to know why he let him hurt him, he's clueless, he doesn't remember anything, but he's a monster. But still the younger kept quiet as the shameful words suddenly came rushing through his mind again.

"Tell me why" and the sincere voice of his was heard.

"I'm sorry" what?

"I- I followed you last night, I didn't know why, I should've respected your own personal life, but I saw you with your girl, I know I didn't have the rights to but I don't know what to feel, that Everytime you're not with me, feels like I've experienced another heart break. At first I thought it was nothing, but, why does it hurt so much? like as if telling myself that I should not let go this time but I feel like I failed again. And that night when you said I love you to me, I didn't know how to react, it's like you're all I ever needed and I don't want to lose you again, I've loved you before, I thought it was just a simple crush that's why I didn't accepted you, it's that it's Just hard to trust anyone, but I feel so stupid when I left you and that's when I realised what I truly felt for you, I tried to move on and I did, that's when I met Jay. But right now here I am infront of you, being a complete shit, who doesn't even deserve someones respect"

"Taehyung, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for confusing you, I'm sorry that you had to be involve in my fucking life, I'm sorry that you still had to be with me, I'm sorry for ruining your life, I'm sorry that you had to love me. You don't deserve someone like me, you deserve better, You can leave if you want to, you can stop loving me, you can move on, it's okay, I'll be okay, we'll be okay. Taehyung please, before it's too late".

As he continued to cry and Taehyung was taken aback from the youngers words, he understands it now, but not all.

"Jungkook, what are you saying?, why would I leave?"

"I-I think I'm starting to love you again...so before I completely do, you still have a chance to leave, I can Take care of Taegeuk myself"

"Jungkook, I would never leave you, never. It's okay if you still can't love me now but I promise I won't leave, I love you and only you"

As Taehyung hugged the younger, trying to calm his precious boy. He's fragile and he didn't know what to do If he lose him again, he couldn't afford of seing him broken again, but one thing for sure that this time, he will never let go of Jungkook. And he will never leave no matter what.