Hug me | Vkook

Second Time

5 months of pregnancy

It was a Saturday morning, Jungkook and Taehyung has an appointment with the doctor for their baby. Of course they had to be ready and once they're done, the both of them made sure that everything is fine before they leave. They lead each other to the car, listening to random songs and Jungkook asking about how Taehyung was doing well in their classes since he wasn't able to attend anymore, and of course he Taehyung doesn't find it annoying, he quite find it cute and great.

Taehyung noticed the change between them, he knew that when the time Jungkook showed affection towards him, when the younger showed his curiosity, when he started to care about him. He knows Jungkook is moving on, taking a break and finally learning to love him back. Or is he doing this because he's greatful? That Taehyung is there to support him as a friend?, No, even though that question kept on repeating in his mind, he never losed hope, he never believed. Because if he waited more, someday it will happen, and now it's happening.

Love can wait.

"Taehyung~" He heard the younger purred as he quickly glanced at him and back to driving, "hmm?" He hummed asking the hesitating Jungkook who was now playing with his fingers with head hanged low. "C-can you buy me Ice cream later?..Right after the check up?" Taehyung chuckled as he ruffled the youngers hair, one hand still on the wheel, "of course, anything for you" And with that, the latter blushed madly as he hid his face with his hands which Taehyung find extremely cute.

It's not long after the check up was done, the doctor said that she's healthy and should nothing to worry about. She also said that Jungkook should maintain his oh so called proper meal that made him stick out his tounge to Taehyung, but the older could do was to chuckle. They thanked her as they exited the Hallway, grinning from ear to ear, Jungkook's track stopped as soon as he saw the man infront of him, accidentally crossed his way and unexpected to see.

It was jay.

"Hi Hyungs!!" The child greeted that made Jungkook cut out his thoughts, he smiled forcely to the child as Taehyung did so too. "Hey, Jungkook, H-how are you?" Jay asked as he smiled, and it made the youngers heart shatter. He didn't answered, because he felt embarrassed, instead he put his one hand on his tummy as he felt Taehyungs hand gently rubbed his back, Jay already knew what was happening as soon as he noticed the small bump on his ex-lovers stomach and his actions. He looked at Taehyung and faintly smiled as if he's telling him to take good care of him, and with that they both nodded before saying goodbye, with Jungkooks head still focused on the ground.

A lot of questions kept on repeating in Jungkooks mind, as he was closed to crying. And Taehyung noticed that.

And it made him frowned.

Because Jungkook is still hurt.

And he never learned how to love Taehyung

As the day ended and the night came to visit, Jungkook never thought of Taehyung anymore.

Leaving the both of them lost.

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What is this feeling?, he asked, he suddenly felt scared he thought. It was already 11:53 pm, close to midnight but still Taehyung hadn't come home yet. He said he'll just go to the club with Jimin and yoongi, nothing more, nothing less. But as the thought of Taehyung going to a club?, he didn't know why he felt scared, Taehyung has the right to do what he wants, he has the right to claim his freedom, but why suddenly refused the thought?. He knows nothing but being scared. And so he did something that he wished he'll never regret.

He followed him.

It took a lot of time before the guard let him enter, without hesitation he came inside. He saw a lot of people under the dark lights, wasting their lives as if there's no tomorrow, he made his way through the crowd of dancing people to find Taehyung, supporting the child inside his tummy using his hands. He saw the color of mint green and orange hair flashed through his eyes, hoping to find the right person, there Jimin and Yoongi sitting beside each other lookin drunk, near them was the person he never expected to see in that situation.

Taehyung with a girl, sitting on his lap, eating their faces (ugh).

He felt a tear escaped on his left eye and soon wiped it away, because he knew he has no rights to cry, because Taehyung is not his, and Taehyung didn't love him anymore. So all he can do now is to turn around and leave, understanding the reason why people enter this place.

As he cried with the stars above, the sound of the rain made him deaf. Soon he fell asleep hugging Taehyungs pillow.

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But he was awoken as he heard the door open making the creek sound. "T-tae-taehyung?" He stuttered as the older was now hovering him. "Wha-what are yo-" his words was swallowed by Taehyung as he smashed his lips to him.

He wished he could've stopped Taehyung.

He wished he could've stopped him before he felt the older kissed him.

He wish he could've stopped him before his hands got pinned down.

He wished he could've stopped him when the older touched him.

He wish they stopped when it already hurts.

But he got carried away once Taehyung said those three words between his kisses.

He said i love you.

And that's all he ever needed to hear as he let Taehyung inside him.

All He wanted was for the younger to know how much he loved him, how much he cared for him as he tried to convince him with his touch.

He wanted Jungkook to realise that it's more painful to love him.

Because true love hurts.

And that's what he's feeling now.

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And as the night ended, midnight past.

They made love with a broken heart, for the Second Time.

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A/N omg guys long time no update.

So i updated, but i jave nothing to say..but..Thank you guys for reading this story, can't believe this became a mature content BUT. Soon it will change looool.

So Christmas is coming, happy early greetings everyone ♡♡♡
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