Hug me | Vkook

I understand

Taehyung just took another quick peck on his fiancé, as the younger just froze on his spot not sure of what to do, it's like he just stood there with a beating heart, the feeling that he just wanted to melt in front of Taehyung, if only they were still high-schoolers he would've done that an hour ago, "hey, Jungkookie" Taehyung snapped him out, "maybe you should get ready first, you're wet" and with that he just nodded as Taehyung carried their child first. "babyyyyy" and Taehyung started to play with Taegeuk while Jungkook just went inside the bathroom.

Jungkook sighed as he turned on the shower, his thoughts never leaving him about how worried he was about Taehyung, his fiancés decisions can't be stopped now, now that he's making every moment count. All he wanted was for Taehyung to be strong, that Jungkook is willing to fight with him to make all things worth it, though loving him does, but it's more proved if they'll try. He let the water drop on his face, he wished he could've been a better person, if he did Taehyung would have told him about his condition, he thought he just lost his trust.

As soon as he's done, he shrugged all of his thoughts away before he gets out of the bathroom, on the living room he saw Taehyung and his daughter happily playing together, he thought that maybe it should be the best if he wouldn't think about anything yet and just enjoy this day. He was fixing his hair when a finger poked his side, he shrieked and Taehyung couldn't help but laugh with Taegeuk, "Aish!! Taehyung!."

And the playful family settled inside the car as Taegeuk was seated at the baby back seat, Jungkook going back to the house and getting the foldable stroller so they won't get tired of carrying Taegeuk everywhere, in addition Jungkook also had a baby bag where all the baby's needs are in there. Taehyung just laugh at his fiancé in amusement, he's really prepared when it comes to these things.

And the ride to the mall went on, Taehyung suggested that they should buy Taegeuk more clothes that actually fits on her and more baby things, Jungkook said not to push everything too much, he didn't want Taegeuk to grow up being a spoiled brat, but Taehyung is more willing to just to make his baby girl feel like a real princess. She's a daddys girl, Jungkook thought.

Through the ride they talked a lot of future plans, especially for their wedding, Taehyung said that he already settled a meeting with the wedding planner by Saturday. Jungkook couldn't help but to be more worried for his fiancés rush, though he really wanted to get married to Taehyung, but just by thinking that everything is already on plan, and good things come to them in one move, what if they have to pay for the consiquences?. He knows he's thinking negative thoughts again, but this is Taehyung he's talking about. He just couldn't bare losing him.

He just noticed that they were already there when Taehyung spoke, he got his bag full of Taegeuks things as Taehyung carried their child to the stroller, insisting that he should just let him push because Jungkook is carrying too much things. Inside they just bought baby toys and baby things like bottles, diapers, milk and more, it's a good thing Taegeuk and Jungkook got to go shopping with their daddy so they won't bother Jin or Jimin anymore because Taehyung is too busy at work that time. But right now he's just glad that Taehyung is here.

They were currently buying clothes for Taegeuk, Taehyung already picked a lot but still he didn't feel satisfied, Jungkook tried to tell him that Taegeuk is still young as of now Taehyung is picking bigger clothes, "Tae, that's too big for her" Jungkook said while carrying their baby, "I know but it looks so cute" Taehyung pouted, swaying the pink gown that is good for a one year old child "But that's for one year old, Taegeuk is 6 months", "Then...I'll still buy it so she can wear it on her first birthday" Taehyung stated before giving the dress to the lady who's holding a lot of baby clothes that Taehyung picked, Jungkook just sighed and smiled at Taegeuk who was playing with her new toy that they bought just a while ago. "Your daddy is so stubborn, but I love him anyway"

After that they settled all the shopping bags and things on Taegeuks stroller as Taehyung just carried the child.

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Weeks passed as the couple were now busy planning for their wedding, maybe just a little bit more and the wedding is coming near. They're done with the arrangements, place, tasting, invitations and things that they'll need like suits and more. Thanks to their friends who helped them with everything that it made less work and stress for them. Also in these weeks Jungkook noticed that Taehyung is becoming more weak, he's been experiencing pain and low breathing. Jimin already knew that Jungkook knows, it was the time when Taehyung wasn't around he already told Jimin. That's why they never left Taehyung alone in any cost.

Right now, Taehyung sat on the edge of their shared bed as he just got out from the shower, the door of their room opened revealing Jungkook, who just got back from the other side of the room after he tucked Taegeuk to bed. The younger saw Taehyung sitting there with his head looking on the ground, he went to Taehyung as he kneeled in front of him, holding the others hand when he felt him tensed, he smiled.

"Tae?" Jungkook stole the others attention as he gladly succeeded, Taehyung asked why even though his instincts are already telling him that Jungkook knows everything now, he's just not ready to tell him everything yet. "I'm your fiancé right?, and we'll be getting married soon, and I want us to be honest with each other, and have trust. So Taehyung, please tell me what is it you're hiding from me" Jungkook said staring deep into Taehyungs eyes, even though he already knew, he still wanted everything to come out from Taehyungs mouth. He wanted to know if Taehyung is really ready to be with him till death, he wanted to make sure if the older trust him, because that's the most important thing in marriage, even in any kinds of relationship. Honesty and Trust, especially love.

Taehyung had thought of the same, of course he trusts Jungkook, even his life. But his words was at the end of his tounge, he didn't know how to speak and voice everything to him, so he let his tears down and at that moment he just felt the person he love, and will love him even more hugged him. The warmest feeling that he couldn't ask for anything else and more, "I'm sorry" was the only thing he said even though it's not what he was supposed to say, but still he felt sorry for everything.

And they Just stayed there, even though Taehyung didn't tell the exact words he was expecting, just by seing his future husbands tears already told him everything, and he's contended "It's okay, I already know, it's okay" he shushed trying to calm the sobbing man in front of him, God he felt so bad for making Taehyung cry every time. So when Jungkook said his last word to him, Taehyung couldn't feel more greater why he chose the right person to love.

"It's okay, I understand"

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Nan/N at least Taehyung knows that Jungkook understands him 😭😭😭 i kennat, I feel weak writing the next chapter lmao

But tbh this is a crappy one, let's just say that this is just an extra chapter for you guys to be ready cause bye i need to work on my English more so i can give you more angst asdfghjkl