This is all my fault

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From: My future husband ❤

Come outside and bring Taegeuk with you ne?

Jungkook read the message from his lover as he was holding Taegeuk in his arms. He didn't know why but he just followed, sending Taehyung a message too saying yes. Before he open their front door on that very dark night, he lowered Taegeuks head so she won't get scared of the dark.

Waiting for a sign, a car stopped infront of their small gate, Namjoon came outside of the car and Jungkook immediately went to him. "oh! Hyung, what are you doing here?" he asked as Namjoon smiled before answering. "I came to pick you two up, as Taehyungs orders". "oh, o-okay" and Namjoon helped Jungkook open the passengers seat as Jungkook mumbled a soft thank you before entering inside the car carefully, the six months old baby Taegeuk quietly sat on her said mommys lap as Jungkook supported the childs back.

"Your baby is cute" Namjoon started a conversation.

"oh, thank you. She got Taehyungs looks, so..."

"I see"

"where is the place anyway?"

"you'll see, Taehyung said to keep quiet"

And the ride went on before they stopped in front of a familiar place, "hey, isn't this where Taehyung used to live in?" and Namjoon didn't answered and just went outside the car and opened the door for them.

"Just follow me" He said, and he just did. Still carrying the child as he followed Namjoon, they went straight to the elevator that lead Jungkook in confusion, he placed his other hand on Taegeuks head, as she was sleeping on his shoulders.

"Hey, aren't we gonna--"

"No"

"So we're not trespassing?"

"No".

And as soon as the elevator lead them to the right floor, Jungkook started following Namjoon again. And he noticed they just stop infront of Taehyungs old condominium.

"What are we doing here?" and the door opened revealing Jin, "Hey, can I hold her?" he said as Jungkook just nodded still confused, the namjin couple let him enter inside, and he also saw Yoongi and Jimin, "Go to Taehyungs room, ne?" Jimin said.

And as soon a he got there, he opened the room and saw Taehyung looking outside his large window, "Taehyung?" he called out and the first thing that welcomed him is Taehyungs sweet smile. "Hey" he said before giving a peck on Jungkooks cheeks, and he felt the most wonderful feeling.

"what are we doing here?"

"well, this is where everything started right?" and they couldn't help but laugh at the memory. "The place is still nice, good thing no one lived here yet" Jungkook said, admiring every bit of the room.

"Well, I've thought alot of ideas but this is all I can, we got to stay here in one night though". He stopped once he saw Taehyung kneeling in front of him. Showing a box with a diamond ring inside of it. "And we'll spend that last moment in here as you as my fiance."

"T-Taehyung"

"I don't have everything, I can't give you everything. But I just want you to know that, every piece that I have, Every small things, I'll give anything that I have. I will make you happy, I will protect you. I will respect you, I will make you feel safe, and most especially I will love you, more and more and more. You will sometimes cry, but I'll make it worth it, if you frown I'll make you smile, I'll be a very very very good daddy to our child, and you'll be the sweet mommy, and someday people will call us a great family, you'll never be alone, cause I will always be there. You'll be happy...but Jungkookie, I want you to make me happy too, and i will be if someday you'll be glad of calling you my husband slash wife...so...will you marry me?"

And the whole time, Jungkook didn't know what to feel, if he'll be happy, touched, sad or what. But all he know is that his answer is.

"Yes!!"

~~

Jungkook was staring at his fiances sleeping face for a half an hour now, he couldn't help but chuckle evertime he hears the olders soft snores. Taehyungs hands are around his waist while he put both of his hands on Taehyungs face, he looks like an angel, he thought. And he couldn't help but to tear up a little as the thought of Taehyung is going to be his angel soon.

The day when he and Taegeuk visited his cousin Jin, he decided to come back to their house first to get something and he left Taegeuk to Jin first, once he entered he heard two people talking inside the kitchen, and he was surprised when He heard Jimin shout at Taehyung.

"You don't know?...you don't know!?!?" Jimin half shouted, but Taehyung didn't even took a single glance at him "Taehyung!!, you're dying!!!, and you still have a child and Jungkook!, they're depending on you!, they need you!, and you don't fucking know what to do!?" and with that, Jimin got mad and let his feelings out. It's a good thing that Jungkook and Taegeuk went to Jin, and he's free to scold and shout on Taehyung.

And after hearing that, he left.

He thought everything was alright, but he was wrong, he wished he could've noticed it when Taehyung was acting weird, but he didn't balanced the situation and put all his attention to his daughter.

He wanted to cry, he wanted Taehyung to change his mind and convince him to do the surgery, he didn't want Taehyung to leave them, but he also respects the olders decision, because he understands him.

Was I not enough?

He just cried and cried silently, he kissed Taehyung on the forehead, cheeks, nose and lips. He caressed the olders cheeks, his diamond ring was shining.

"its beautiful"

"but you're more beautiful"

He threw his head back, trying not to make any sound as he bit his lip so he won't disturb the olders sleep, he didn't want him to see him crying again, while sobbing his name.

So he said something to him, hoping that Taehyung knew it so he won't blame himself for everything.

"I love you, so so much, and I'm so sorry...because this is all my fault"

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Nan/N two updates <3

They're engaged, I feel bad for what will happen next 😭

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