Daniel's Journal 2 The Aftermath

Cant hold us

Hey guys this chapter is based on the song " Cant hold us ". Look up the song its by this group called something that starts with a M so yeah , I suggest you to listen to it , while your reading this chapter ok , and remember what I said I really dont care for comments but I do votes ok , I know when im updating and is im doing bad or good alright? ok enjoy :) #Love_Birds ♡♥ yall - Mia

Kendra POV

I was really sad inside but I really want to have fun before I leave this world. I asked my doctor when I could Ieave and he said I could leave today , but I had to come back in 2 days or on Tuesday so I can get keima therapy.

Me - Ok thats doc I can go now?

Doc - yes your free , meet us here at 5:00 in the morning alright

Me - Ok thank you bye

Doc - your welcome see you later.

I got up from the help of Roc I grabbed my purse and keys and started walking to my car.

Roc - NO ill drive dont want you getting hurt.

Me - Roc im fine really * I saif weakly *

Roc - No your not I hear it in your voice give me the keys * holding his hand out *

He was right , he won

Me - Here

I got in the car and slowly sat down and put my purse in between my legs , I really wanted to do something before my days run out of time.

Me - Roc ?

Roc - hmmm?

Me - Can we do something fun today.......you know before I have to go back 2 the hospital and get kiema? I was thinking um Skating , not ice but you know the teenager filled Skating ring im still young im only 19

Roc - Ok lets go home and get dressed wanna invite the rest of the crew.

Me - Yea sure but...........it wont be right without Dezzy * I mumbled *

Roc put his hand on my leg and smiled , I smiled back I guessmhe heard me , I turned and looked out the window looking at girls walking with their friends. Having no worry in the world that their not going to be leaving this world in less thank a year. A tear fell from my ear I quickly wiped it so roc would not see,

I put my hand on his and rubbed it looking at him , I really dont want to lose him but I will always be in his heart , I will always be the Peanut Butter to his jelly , the Cheese to his Macaroni , the bread to his ham , He was always be im my heart like desire.

but shes gone.

Roc - You ok you look worried?

Me - No im just thinking that I will lose you in like half a year. We wont be able to hold hands anymore , grow old , * crying * CHRES I DONT WANNA DIE * I started crying harder *

Roc parked the car at the house and said

Roc - Kenny I know your not going to die I promise you , your not going to die this way. I promise ok your not going to die. * crying *

Me - ok , ok I believe you roc ok lets go.

I let go of his hand got out the car opened the house door walked up to my room and saw Dakota in the corner crying. Oh god I forgot my own child.

Me - DAKOTA!!!!!!!!! OH GOD IM SORRY WE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU MOMMY AND DADDY IS SO SORRY OK. I WASINT THINKING I-

Dakota - MOM , mommy!!!! its ok im fwine.

Me - O GOD I'm so sorry baby girl I will never leave your side ever I promise .

Dakota - ok

Me - Now go get dressed im taking you too grandma house

Dakota - YAY!!!!

she said running in her room god why does my mom spoil my child , I took a quck shower , got out and out on my Black tights , White H&M shirt , my black glitter toms , and my Black beanie , and my White and black jordans.

Me - Babe you ready!!!!!

Roc - Yea leggo!!!!

I grabbed Dakota hand and we walked down the stairs.

Roc - You look pretty Kendra , and you too chubby cheeks

Me - Thanks love you look good too.

O yeah I forgot Dakota was wearing White tights , her black dress , some white flats , her hair down and a black head band on it. we got in the car we dropped off Dakota we said we would pick her up at 10:45. My mom still does not know I have cancer , when I telk her I know shes gonna freak

sad thing is I have to tell mt daughter.

Ray - Ayeee yall made it

Me - Ray we da ones he invited you yo.

Ray - Right

Ray is crazy I greeted everyone , when I saw kayla I almost jumped out my pants

Me - KAYLA!!!!

Kayla - KENDRA!!!!

Me - in da flesh what up girl you look different..,,,,, ahh I see my girl den went swagged out on me,

Kayla - Naww girl you look very swagged out to the fullest wit yo jordans girl you lookin fly.

Me - I tries lol but hey lets go skate aight?

Kayla - Aight leggo

Me - AYEE YALL LETS GO SKATE!!!!

Eveybody - aight lets go!!!

Me and roc held hands we all were skating as couples , My song came on its called " Cant hold us " I looked in the air then looked at Roc , and the rest of the crew , I looked back at roc sqeezed his hand he saw me and smiled.

The song was playing I was lookin in the air smiling to myself as the air hit my face I became free , free from my sickness , free from everything , and everyone.

I feel loved