My Fault

chapter 1

Blair's POV

I wake up and its 2:47. I can't sleep because tomorrow I start the first day of my junior year. I'm so nervous that I can't sleep. I try to go back to sleep but I can't. I keep thinking about all the shit that is going to be made up about me this year, based off of all the shit last year, but this year i'm more confident, i'm not as shy as I was last year. If I really have to I guess I will actually stand up for myself.

I finally fall back sleep.

I wake up to the sound of the alarm on my phone going other. I click for it to stop and my phone falls on the floor. shit i hope it didn't crack, even though i have carpet. I don't bother to pick it up right now because I know its fine. I walk to my closet and put on a Bring Me The Horizon shirt. Its my favorite shirt because well? I don't know why, I just like how it fits on my body I guess. I also put on some black jeans and my galaxy vans.

I walk downstairs to of course not see my mom. she is never around, she is always off parting and getting high or wasted, yet she can still keep a really good paying job. I do find my brother which is weird because he is supposed to be in collage.

"oh hey, what are you doing here?" I ask as I sit down at the table to eat my cereal.

"I new mom wouldn't be here for your first day so someone had too" he says and throws some cereal at me, I throw some back and laugh.

"do you need me to drive you to school?''

"no Jace, I have a car, remember?" I say and I walk to the sink and put my bowl in it. "But you can wash my dishes"

"ugh fine, But i'm gonne be here for a few days ok?" Jace says as he washes our dishes.

"ok and i'll see you tonight, I have to leave early because I'm picking Michael up" I say as I grab my bag "ok and tell Micheal I said hey'' I don't answer him because im already out of the door.

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"hey Blair!" Michael says as he gets in the car. He dyed his hair last night and didn't even tell me, rude.

"what the hell. Why didn't you tell me you dyed your hair again?" I had just seen Michael yesterday so I was really confused.

"I wanted it to be a surprise because I know its your favorite colour" he says and looks at me like he is shy, but he was right, His hair is purple which is my favorite colour.

"I like it" I simple say. The rest of the car ride was quit, but a nice quit.

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All the way through the day I had most of my classes with Michael, which was good. my schedule was- History, English, Art, study hall, Lunch, Math, Tech, and then another study hall. The day went by pretty fast but i hated it, In a lot of my classes I had this guy named Luke Hemmings. I hate him. He is an asshole. I can't stand him. He made up a lot of shit about me last year, only because I had to tutor him. I hope I don't have to do it again this year. He would say that I was always trying to get with him but he was the one trying to get in my pants and it was so annoying. I was taking time out of my life to help him so he wouldn't fail his classes, but no, all he cared about was trying to get me to fuck him. so when I rejected him, he made rumors about me. I didn't know how to handled it so I let it happen but I'm not going to let it happen this year.

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I pull up to my drive way and I'm getting all my stuff out of my car when someone opens the door.

"hey Blair can we talk?"

It was luke.