My Fault

chapter 6

sorry if there have been like any weird spelling errors in the last few chapters or in this one, like I spelled a word wrong or something. okai, love chu <3

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I wake up to Michael and Luke talking, I try to listen but its kinda hard because I just woke up.

"make sure she is safe and don't let her out of your sight, and also if you need help call me. Her dad keeps pepper spray and all that shit under the couch in case you need it, i don't think you will but just incase I guess. and don't kill noah in her house Luke" and then they both laugh at what Michael said.

"I won't let her get hurt Michael I promise, You know how much I like her and you know why i'm still in the bet" and then they kinda man hug I guess, I try not to giggle. Michael and Luke walk outside and I watch Michael pull out of the driveway. Luke comes back in and he sits on the floor and just looks at me. I try not to move on the couch a lot or move my eye or he will know that i'm awake. i hear his get up and he walks to the kitchen and starts to make something. i hear popping in the microwave, so he is making popcorn. I get up and walk into the kitchen and sit in the same spot in the counter where Luke first kissed me.

"I knew you where awake silly" he says and walks up to me.

"how?"

"because I know what you look like when you sleep" he laughs "that sounded really creepy but i think you know what I meant" he says

"yeah i do" and I giggle.

Luke grabs the popcorn and puts it in a bowl and walks to the living room.

"don't move Blair" he says and turns on the T.V.

"why?"

he walks up to me and kisses me but this time harder, i feel his hands slide under my shirt and he starts the make circles with his fingers. He picks me up and wraps my legs around him still kissing me and carries me to the couch and lays me down and hovers over me.

"wanna watch a movie?" he says laying his forehead on mine.

I bite my lip. "can we watch mean girls?"

he laughs "hey janis nice wig whats it made of?"

"your moms chest hair" and we both burst out in laughter.

"how do you know that?" i say as we get up and look for the movie.

"i don't know" he says and he looks like he is trying to think of how he knows it.

we find the movie and we put it in. The whole time me and Luke cuddled and it was really nice. When the movie was over it was 9:52 and I started the get nervous. Noah said he was going to be here in an hour.

"can we talk?' Luke says as he sits both of us up and looks me in the eyes.

"I guess, its not like I can say no" and thats makes him smile.

"when Noah gets here i want you to answer the door. i'm going to hide behind the counter, you are going to have the pepper spray in your hands but hide it from him so he doesn't see it. If he tries something spray him and I will come out from behind the counter. I won't let you get hurt, ok?" he says and takes my hands in his.

"y-yeah, but what if something happens?" i say and I feel like I am about to cry.

"you need to trust me. I wont let anything happen, it's not like he is going to kill you" he says and i let out a small laugh.

"ok I trust you Luke" i say and I put my head in his chest and he hugs me. 

We sit in silence until we hear a knock on the door and my heart starts racing. Luke jumps up and grabs the pepper spray from under the couch, he kisses me and hands it to me and pushes me to the door.

"don't be scared ok? don't look him in the eye and if you want me to come out  just cough ok? thats going to be our signal" and he runs behind the counter.

i hear the knock again. "hey Blair babe i know you are in there"

I put my hand with the pepper spray behind my back and walk to the door. I open it and I don't look at him. he walks in like its his house and closes the door and pushes me against the door. 

"I knew you wanted me babe" he says and I almost gag. also i can smell his breath and it smells like cigarettes. then he smashes his lips to mine, i refuse to move and part on my body including my lips.

"get off me!" i say and I try to push him off me.

"I will force you if I have to for this bet so don't fight me babe" he says and pushes my body more into the wall.

"don't fucking call me babe. My name is Blair and that is what you will call me asshole"

"come on babe don't be like this' and he slides his hand into my pants and his other hand in my shirt. i couldn't move. I felt like I was having a panic attack. he put his hand in my bra and i was finally brought back the the real world and I spray the pepper spray in his eyes and i throw him on the floor and I run to luke. He stands up and hugs me. 

Noah finally stands up and he eyes are red. Luke walks over to him.

"your'e pathetic" Luke says as Noah continues to rub his eyes.

"why the fuck are you here Luke" Noah says.

"I had to be here or else you would have fucking raped Blair!"

"what? i wouldn't do that, Blair wants to get with me" he says and winks at me.

"Noah you need to leave before I beat the shit out of you for treating Blair like that" he says and Lukes makes fist with both of his hands.

"why? its not like you and Blair are dating" he says and he laughs and tries to walk over to me.

and Luke snaps. He punches Noah right in the jaw. "actually we are dating" Luke says and smiles at Noah.

Noah wipes the blood from his mouth "whatever, oh and Blair, Ill see you soon babe" he says and winks at me and walks out the door.

I stare at the ground. I wanted to cry but i didn't let myself. i was fine, Luke was fine. so i didn't need to cry. Luke comes up to me and hugs me so tight I can't breathe. 

"I wanted to kick him in the face when he called you babe" and I laugh, I laugh to hard and so does Luke.

"is someone jelly?"

"did you just say jelly?" he says and looks at me.

"what?  is there a problem with me saying that?" i say

"I don't even know how to answer" he says and we laugh again.

after that i call Michael and I tell him everything that happened and i thought he was going to explode because he was so mad. It was kinda cute and funny. then me and Luke make some frozen pizza and we don't say a lot. I don't really what to say. then we sit on the floor and watch "family guy" I don't understand it but Luke thinks it really funny. and thats pretty much how we spent the rest of the night. I guess it help me not think of what happened with noah which is good.