My Fault

chapter 5

I wake up from my phone ringing on the floor. I look of to find Luke but he is not there. I look out the window and his car is not there so he must have went home. Fucking liar, said he would stay with me. I should have known he wouldn't. he is a prick.

I pick my phone up and see that it is Michael. "hey" I say in a groggy voice because I just woke up.

"are you ok? do you need to come over? did you sleep last night?" he ask so many questions I doze off because he is saying them so fast. I don't even know what he is saying anymore.

"didn't I say I would call you when I woke up?"

"its 1:08, I thought you forgot" he says and laughs.

"its 1:08! are you fucking serious?" I say and I look at the clock in shock.

"well its 1:09 now but yeah" he says and laughs again.

"will you come over, please" I say and i get up to see a car pulling up.

"i'm already here babe" he says and laughs again. he laughs a lot

"you know when you call me that people will think we are dating or something" I say and i walk outside still on the phone.

"what the hell are you talking about? we are married remember?" he says and hangs up the phone and hugs me.

"that was for a play in 6th grade Michael" I say and he both burst out in laughter.

we go inside my house and I set my phone on the counter and me and Michael go to the freezer and he pulls out the icecream stash he has here. its my favorite kind of icecream, coffee. I don't know why i love it so much and its so good. He also pulls out his favorite kind, birthday cake. I hate that kind so much but me and michael always buy our favorite kind of icecream and eat it together when something happens.

"when did Luke leave?" he says and looks around my house.

"i don't know and I don't care" I grunt.

"oh dont give me that bullshit, I know you like him, I also know he likes you" he says and grabs 2 bowls for the icecream. "I also know about the bet. they tried getting me in it lasst year"

"You knew about the bet and didn't fucking tell me!?" I saya nd glare at him.

"I wanted to tell you but I didn't know how. did you want me to go up to you and be like oh yeah Blair, some guys made a bet to see who could take your viginity!" he says and doesn't look at me.

"I'm sorry Michael"

"so did Luke win the bet last night?" he says and still doesn't look at me.

"what? no! we didn't do that! plus he isn't in the bet anymore"

"is that what he told you? because its a lie Blair" he says and finally looks at me.

"what? no its not" I say and I can feel tears start to form in my eyes. Michael is lying to me, but Michael never lies. He has never lied to me before. So Luke lied to me? Is he really still in the bet?

"Blair he never really left the bet but I don't think he wants to be in it anymore" he says and hugs me.

lets just eat our damn icecream Michael" I say and I walk to the living room and i grab my phone. I see that I have a text from my mum and 2 texts from a number I don't have saved in my phone.

Mum: hwy i w'ont b homw 5 a few dsya

she is wasted I bet. I don't know why i expect more from her. plus I don't even know where Jace is.

unknown number: ill be at your house at around 11 to finish what happen the other night at the party cutie ;)

unknown number: ~N

N? oh my god it was Noah. I needed to call Luke right now. I know Michael had his number because they had to do a project together last year so Luke gave him his number so they could work on it.

"Michael I need your phone now" I say and I look at his with more tears in my eyes.

"why?" he says 

"I need to call Luke, this is serious" and Michael hands me his phone and I give him mine so he can see the text from Noah.

i run upstairs to my bathroom and I go through michaels contacts till I see "Luke H' and i press call

'ugh hey Michael, why are you calling?" Luke says i think I woke him up, but I didn't care right now.

"Luke its blair and Noah got my phone number and texted me and said he would be coming to my house at around 11:00 to finish what he started at the party" I say with tears running down my face.

"WHAT!?" he screams into his phone. i don't say anthing, I can't say anything. i feel like my voice is gone.

"I will bet at your house at 8:00, you lock all of your doors and you keep Michael there until I get there. You stay where Michael can see you at all times, do you understand Blair?'

"why?" I finally manage to say.

"why what/ if he gets to you and no one is there to help you, he will rape you Blair. there was the same bet that they have for you last year and Noah was in it and he won because he raped the girl, but no one will say anything because they are scared. we tried like banning Noah from the bets after that but it didn't work. thats why after we left the party all the guys that are in the bet beat the shit out of Noah. they may have this nasty bet on you right now but they are good people and they don't wan you to get hurt, and they only reason we have this bet for you is because they all think you are the hottest girl in school and they all have these little petty crushes on you but they won't admit it" he finally finishes and i feel a lot better about myself because of what Luke said about that they all have crushes on me.

"call Michaels phone when you get here so i can unlock the door ok?" 

"ok blair, I promise I wont let anything happen to you" and i hang up.

I walk back downstairs and i tell Michael everything that just happened and he gets up and locks everything like someone is trying to kill us an then he picks me up and lays me down and we cuddle. we are spooning and its really cute, Michael always does this to me since we first became friends in 6th grade because he knows its calms me down. and of course i end Up falling asleep. i told Michael if I'm still asleep when luke gets her to just let Luke in and he can go home and he nodded and then I fell asleep.