Written: Dec. 28, 2014
Oh, what a coincidence! Hahaha. Today is its anniversary :D Wee! I wrote this, obviously during my darkest times. When I'm feeling down and depressed and wished that I am not me because things are not going how I planned it to be. But maybe how it's meant to be, that's why :)
Enjoy!
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It's not easy being me
You don't know what lies behind me
If you would look into my eyes
You'll see thousands of woes and pains
You might get drowned in the depths of my despair
You might not even want to want me
It's not easy being me
I'm already telling you
See my soul through my eyes
You'll get lost in the infinite abyss
Abyss that hides unbearable aches
Beneath the happy-go-easy facade
A labyrinth with no end
With thoughts wandering around
It's not easy being me
How I wish I am not me
So I can't feel the pains and the aches
And so I am not dying inside me
But I am me..this is me
And it's not easy being me
Please please..
Please release me.
BINABASA MO ANG
Inside Myself
PoetryThis is a compilation of poems, prose and random feelings, all originally written by yours truly :) These are written in English but there are some written in Filipino. Enjoy this roller coaster journey of feelings Inside Myself!