It's not easy being me

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Written: Dec. 28, 2014


Oh, what a coincidence! Hahaha. Today is its anniversary :D Wee! I wrote this, obviously during my darkest times. When I'm feeling down and depressed and wished that I am not me because things are not going how I planned it to be. But maybe how it's meant to be, that's why :)


Enjoy!


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It's not easy being me

You don't know what lies behind me

If you would look into my eyes

You'll see thousands of woes and pains

You might get drowned in the depths of my despair

You might not even want to want me

It's not easy being me

I'm already telling you

See my soul through my eyes

You'll get lost in the infinite abyss

Abyss that hides unbearable aches

Beneath the happy-go-easy facade

A labyrinth with no end

With thoughts wandering around

It's not easy being me

How I wish I am not me

So I can't feel the pains and the aches

And so I am not dying inside me

But I am me..this is me

And it's not easy being me

Please please..

Please release me.


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