Mabye it's not my weekend(jalex fanfic)

i feel like dancin'(Chapter 6)

Alex P.O.V.

Once I have got jack cleaned up and suited up we walk to prom. I feel so bad, I can't stop thinking about what just happened. I need to be there for jack more, I don't want him going bad again, I would do anything to keep him from going bad again.

'hey jack, you exited about prom?' I ask trying to break the silence

'yeah...I guess so' he says basically silent.

'what is it?'

'it's just.....your my date right?'

'yeah...what about that?'

'well we can't exactly be dates at the prom, can we?'

I don't reply, I think he knows. no we can't dance, we can't hold hands, we can't look into each others eyes and kiss because that's not how it works. if we do that we are dead meat.

But I grab hold of jacks hand which makes him look up at me

'jack, we can do whatever the fuck we want when we aren't at school though' jack giggles and holds my hand tighter.

but as soon as we get round the corner I have to remind jack about everything. he seems sad when he lets go of my hand but he's happier than he was.

As we enter the school gym we are very noticeably late. we were supposed to get here at 6:00pm but it's 8:00pm . the whole prom finish at 9:00pm anyway. Me and jack try not to stand too close. I am very bad at acting, this won't be good.

Kellin automatically runs over to us. dragging Yasmin over with him , those two laughing there heads of, they look so happy . then you look at me and jack and ..and...I don't know....me and jack don't have the choice to be a couple.

'hey guys' he winks at me and laughs again, not really helping jack I don't think who can't take his eyes of the floor and is extremely quiet.

'hey Kel' I answer back and grab jack by the arm to pull my arm over his shoulders , he smiles a bit which makes me happy.

'hey jack' kellin speaks again

'oh..oh..hi' jack gets started by people talking to him. awww he's so sweet .

'so you hear this song if you can't hang is playing?'

'yeah kels? what about it?'

'I want to sound like this when I'm older! that would be the best'

'that will be cool!' I look away from kellin and back at jack. I hate seeing him like this . 'hey jack follow me' I whisper in his ear and grab his hand to pull him into the boys bathroom , which of course no ones in.

I kiss jack as soon as I realise this, I take jack by surprise as he opens his eyes widely but then settles into it. I try to be in control and push him up against a wall laughing. I break the kiss so are body's are a millimetre apart and rest my forehead on his, he laughs slightly.

'jack what's up?' I ask him. the times I have seen Jack since we kissed he has always been a bit low but not this low. I feel horrible , like it's all my Falut.

Jacks P.O.V.

I try to ignore Alex, I don't get what he's doing. I know he's trying to make me feel better, which he is but I think he's trying to ignore the fact that we can't be together. I have realised this, we can never be together like a normal couple in high school and if we do become one it still won't be normal. I have lived with people at school bullying me but Alex never has and I don't want to be his bad luck charm hanging around . I can't bring this to Alex, he means to much.