Jack P.O.V.
|Play the song:
•Goodnight Moon - Go Radio|
I hold Alex in my arms, never wanting to let go. I can't believe he said he loves me, someone loves me. I don't know how to think, someone actually likes me, and this person is the person of my dreams. he is anything anyone could be and more. we have found each other curled up in each others arms cuddling on the bed. I think he is asleep by the sound of his breathing, it's slow and calm . his head is resting on my chest and it's lifting his head up and down. I can't help myself but smile. I don't care if I'm leaving soon, at least I've got now with him. and he wants to be with me, I hope, I want , I know. I can see his face still has tear marks all over it, his fists are marked with bruises. our hands are tangled in each other though, I don't want to hurt him. I still feel extremely guilty about what happened . I hate that he thought that I did something like that to him. He doesn't know what i would do to keep him. I've liked him for around 2 years now, but being as shy as me I couldn't tell him. over the two years that I liked him things began to get worse at home, it hurt me seeing him so happy with Lisa and everyone else. I needed to be happy with him all that time . I wonder if I told him then he would have still liked me, more than a friend. we were just kids then so no. he wound not have. I start to see a smile creep onto his face. his arm goes round my chest tighter so we are closer. I don't know if he's awake or not. he's been lying there for around an hour now so I suspect he is asleep, or waking up.
he is the most precious thing in the world when he's Sleeping, this is the first time he's slept when I've been here except for our many sleepovers as kids . Most people wound think he looks a reck at the moment his extremely messy hair, bruises everywhere , tear stained face but I think he is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I can't believe he's mine. I put my hands into his long hair. it's so soft , he moves a bit so his face is even more into my chest. I wonder what he's thinking about, I wish I knew. I know he's worried about me and wants me to talk but it kills me when he's sad so I can't tell him without getting sad myself . I love him and that will never change, no matter what happens.
I don't think the party is as big as before, the music isn't as loud and the noise of people isn't either .thats good, hopefully nobody's knows about Alex's thing. we are all still in our prom suits, which Alex looks extremely sexy in. I don't know if he can get more perfect.
'jack?' Alex takes his head from my chest slowly, his eyes he keeps squinted because of the light, he rubs his eyes and falls back down onto my chest.
'hey Alex' I laugh, he's bad at waking up. but still looks so god darn adorable.
'how long have I been asleep ?' he asks but it's muffled as he's speaking to my blazer if my suit.
'about an hour I think' I smile down at him, just looking at his hair.
'you've sat here for a whole hour jack?!' he says in surprise as he starts to sit up and wake up.
'yep' I look away in embarrassment.
'I love you jack.'
he says as he gives me a quick kiss on the cheek and gets out of bed , I giggle and follow him.
'I love you too Alex.' he just stands there grinning like a fool.
'so shall we check on the party?' he asks
'I think it's pretty dead by now. just a few people left. '
'yeah well still better wish kellin a happy birthday and stuff , you wanna go downstairs?' he says straight back grinning his face off at me
'yeah sure' he runs over to me and takes my hand to lead me out the door laughing down the stairs.
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Alex P.O.V.
As we get down the stairs we just see yas and kellin cuddling on the sofa, Jess and William sitting on the floor next to each other and jelly and Jamie , the mexicans, on the other side of the room sitting on the floor holding hands. I can hear the faint sound of pierce the veil playing but that's it.
I look at jack with a menacing look I know what I want to do, it's too quiet in hear. I pull jack with me as I run to the kitchen and grab a water bottle from a cupboard and fill it up.
'what the fuck are you doing Alex?' jack laughs at me but still helps filling up bottles.
'having fun jack.' I simply reply back.
I run back into the other room with two water bottles , not being able to control the smile of my face. I look right at yas and kellin, who are too lost in each other and get the water bottle and fire.
'HAHAHA LOVERBIRDS ' I shout at them
'Alex OMG!' kellin laughs and gets up, I through him one and he gets me right back. the rest of the guys quickly catch on and we are soaking each other in a silly water fight witch i havtn had for at least 5 years, with jack, in his garden. before we know it we are all soaking wet in our prom suits and dress's. I check the time on my phone, it's 3:23am . I'm not tired at all.
'hey guys?' kellin says , looking at all of our soaking wet clothes . 'urm lets take this off and go to the fucking beach. tonight, we can go what we want to.'
'you have any clothes for us ?' I ask kellin
'just for the guys , if that's okay.'
'I don't mind going in my underwear' yas says looking at kellin as he smile biggens.
'see? the girls are find in there underwear. '
all the boys get skinny jeans from kellin and the girls strip bear to there underwear. to my surprise I don't feel anything towards them , just that they are girls and that's it. I look up at jack to see if he's the same and he just turns to me so we are face to face and interlocks both our hands and leans forward and kisses me. his lips feel soft on mine and extremely calming. he releases from the kiss and pulls me as close to him as he can
'my eyes are only for you Alex' he leans down and whispers in my ear ' I love you Alex, never forget that,'
'I love you too jack. ' and we stand there smiling like idiots. I really do love him.
'alright men shirts off' I see jack tense at this . he doesn't want to show his scars.
'you don't have to jack' I whisper
'okay Alex. do you have to take your off?' he asks
'nah.' I giggle.
when we get out to the beach we see instantly break into couples , me and jack standing mildly deep in the ocean lost in each others gaze, kissing whenever a wave came and laughing our faces off.
Kellin and Yas splashing each other with the water in the shallows in a play fight. kellin grabbing yas and pulling her to the ground to let the waves circle around them laughing the whole time.
Jelly and Jamie where in quite deep water , keeping each other up by holding on the the other person and laughing at each others faces whenever they got splashed with water.
Jess and William walking along the sand hand in hand taking and looking Into each others eyes.
'this is perfect' I whisper to jack
'your perfect' he laughs and whispers as our foreheads are touching and us smiling like we don't give a fuck.
'I love you jack' I smile as I pull him closer and put my hands in his hair. he puts his hands in my hair and starts threading his fingers through it , I do the same. never wanting to let go. the sea splashing our legs, the wind is making our hair crazy but it's not helping me feeling it cause he's so amazing.
'I love you too Alex'
and it's perfect again.
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