Aliahs * POV *
I wake up with Nate's arm wrapped around me. I scoff and try to pull it off but he tightens his grip. " stay in bed with me. " he says turning me over. He kisses me and I cringe.
He pulls away and gives me a look like I did that for no reason. " look I'm sorry I slapped you. " he says. I glare at him. " all I did was slap you Aliah it's not that big of a deal. " he says.
" NATE YOU FUCKING PUNCHED ME. " I yell with my eyes starting to water. " SHUT UP " he screams grabbing my wrist and squeezing. I flinch as he yells at me.
" Nate you have a problem. You need help. " I say not even able to look him in the eyes. I'm looking at my hands and biting my lip trying not to cry.
" then help me! " he yells holding my hands. " you need professional help. Nate you drink way too often. You're someone totally different when you drink. You never used to be like this. " I say the last part quietly.
He lifts my head with his fingers and kisses me. I don't kiss back. He slowly pulls away and looks at me. " I'm sorry Aliah you mean so much to me. I'll never do that to you ever again. " he says.
" you said that last time. " I say. " I mean it this time. " he says. " you said that last time too. " I say. He takes a deep breath and glares at me.
" you forgive me right? " he says clenching his fists. I look at his hands and quickly nod. He smiles and gets on top of me. He kisses me and I don't even kiss back. He keeps going. I don't even think he notices anymore.
He pulls away and smiles. He kisses my shoulder and up to my neck. " I love you " he whispers in my ear. He gets up and goes down stairs.
I only have one friend that I still talk to from home. Oddly enough it's Jack. He still talks to Cameron I guess but he wants nothing to do with me and I want nothing to do with him.
I change into my outfit ( above ) and go into the bathroom. I brush my teeth and wash my face. I put on my makeup trying to cover the bruise and put lotion on. I spray perfume and grab my kate spade wallet.
I put my sunglasses on and grab my phone. I pull my hair up into a pony tail braid thing and go down the stairs. I grab my keys off of the counter when Nate grabs my wrist. " where are you going? " he says.
" out " I say yanking my wrist away. I walk towards the door and he spins me around. He pushes me up against the door making me hit my head.
He pins my arms up and clenches his jaw. " I asked you where you were going. " he says. My phone rings and I try to move my arms but he pushes me up against the door.
" Nate let me answer my phone. " I say moving around trying to get him to let go of me. He waits until I stop moving to let go. I clench my teeth and walk out the door.
I see Jack's car and he smiles at me. I send a fake smile and walk to his car. I get in and take a deep breath. " what's wrong? " he says. " nothing " I say smiling and rubbing my wrists with my hands.
My wrists are red from how tight he was squeezing them. " what happened? " he says pointing to a bruise on my arm. Nate happened. " I ran into the counter and hit my arm " I say laughing.
He laughs but then looks at my thigh. " what about this one? " he says concerned. Shit. " I-I told you. I'm clumsy " I say faking a laugh.
