We arrive at a huge mansion "dad... There is no way this is the house..." I say shocked "yep its big isnt it, we dont live alone y'know" dad looks back at me and smiles "its fucking huge!" I shout still not over the size of the house "HEY! Missy no using that language!" Dad shouted sounding mad although he did swear earlier... "im sorry dad..." I frown and look at the ground "its fine sweetie, just dont swear okay" he ruffles my hair, i get out rhe car and dad is holding my bags "wait dad... We dont live alone...?" I ask confused "you will see" he turns to me and smiles "lets go" he says and we both start walking inside. Dad walks to a huge room and places my bags "thats the living room by the way" i make an 'o' shape with my mouth, i hear the stairs and next thing i know im on the floor and someone is on top of me "dad! Helppp im being squashed!!!" I shout trying to get whoever is on me off "frank get of my daughter now!" Dad says in a joking way "sorry sir" frank says in his best British accent "sorry that wasnt lady like of me" he says again in a british accent and me and dad laugh. Ive alway had a little crush on Frank but he is way old "nice shoes kiddo" frank ruffles my hair "i know now whats with everyone ruffling my hair!?" I say giggling and then dad amd frank start messing with my hair "stoppppp" i say laughing and then Ray and Mikey come downstairs "save me uncle mikey!!" I shout and Ray joins in messing with your hair "well done bro, you got a killjoy!" Mikey shouts smiling, everyone stops messing with my hair "wait... You called me uncle mikey!" Mikey screams in a fangirl sense and I nod "sooo cute!" he screams again running to me giving me a hug "leave her be mikey she just got attacked by us three" dad says giggling "uncle mikey im 14 not 5" i giggle and mikey frowns "fine aha" he starts to laugh. "Can i have a hug yet?" Frank says and you start to blush "awe i think someone has a crush" mikey giggles "stop it guys" gerard sounds serious and he can tell im nervous "cmon my hug now please" frank giggles opening his arms and i give him a hug "hey Nic go sit in the living room and watch some tv and me and the lads will pack your stuff" dad smiles and i walk to the living room and sit on the sofa. I turn the tv on and after about 5 mins my anxiety started to kick in, i lift my legs up on the sofa and snuggle my face into my knees and i start to shake, dad walks in the room with the lads "Nic are you okay?" Dad asks and comes to sit next to you "n-no" i struggle to say stuttering "anxiety?" He asks stroking my hair and i nod "i'l-l be f-fine" i say looking up to the lads "awe" they all say "what you awe'ing at?" Dad says still stroking my hair "you are so good as a dad" mikey says "aha thanks bro" dad says in reply "i'll go get you a drink of tea and toast yeah?" Dads says and i nod "mikey sit with her for a bit till im back okay, frank come with me and ill explain her issues and all that lot to you" mikey sits with me and dad and frank goes to the kitchen and Ray sits down "so..., what bands do you like mimi Way?" I giggle when he said mini way "im not quite there yet to being mini way aha" i say back and he laughs "just need red hair aha" he says "and i like G-green day, black v-veil brides, my chemical romance all the good shit" i reply still a bit shaky "hey language mini me!" Dad shouts from the other room "aha who is our favourite band member of your dads band?" Mikey winks "nice try its frank aha" i say and blush "dammit i wished it was me" we both giggle and frank and dad walk back in the room "so im not our favourite?" Dad says pretending to be upset and passes me my toast and tea "well dad... Aha there is a reason though" i say and blush "i still cant get over how adorable she is" mikey squeals "stop uncle mikey! Im not adorable, im ugly, fat and a wast of space" i say getting serious "no!, who the heck told you that!" Dad shouts getting mad "well most the girls in my orphanage... Thats why i started to star... Nvm..." I look down to the floor "what did you start to do?" Dad asks concerned "i starve myself..." I say ashamed "how long havent you ate so far?" Dad says concerned once again "3 days and 6 hours..." The lads mouths drop "eat your toast now and im going to make you a sandwich, you need food" dad complains and goes to make my sandwich "why..." Frank says "your perfect and not fat, show me how skinny your wrists are" he says and i freeze "dont tell me you... No you cant" frank says worrying and the other lads have no clue what he is on about. Frank runs to me and pulls up my sleeves "frank!" I squeal "no... This is terrible..." Frank says looking down "frank you used to didnt you..." I say and my eyes start to water "we all did kiddo..." Mikey says interrupting us "and dad!?" Everyone nods "he will be pissed when he finds out wont he...?" Everyone nods again "dont tell him please..." I beg "we wont, we will try to keep it a secret" frank says "yeah" Ray replies "thanks..."
