*dream*
Im i a completely white room, no doors or nothing, white is all i can see, "Why would he actually love you, your fat and ugly!" A voice shouts from behind me, i look round and no one was there "fat!" The same voice screeched once again "leave me alone!!" I shout back and suddenly go weak and collapse "they are using you" the voice says again. I look up to see a girl, blood all over her white dress and face. She starts to kick me "stop!" I scream "you are fat! And ugly!, they dont love you!" It screams and everything goes black
*end of dream*
"Nic!" Alex shouts and i wake up "fuck!" I shout and fall out of the bunk "ouch" i say and wince in pain "shit im sorry nic!, are you okay!" Alex shouts and gets out the bunk and helps me up "you was screaming in your sleep, you wouldnt wake up" he says and hugs me "stop acting like you love me!, im fat, ugly and im just like the other girls!, im no different!" I shout crying and not knowing what i just said "Nic never say that again!, okay i love you, your not fat or ugly!. And you not anything like the other girls, the rest of them are sluts and whores!" He shouts grabbing my hands "i love you okay" he says and kisses me "im sorry" i say and hug him "it was the dream i had 😢" i say again "its okay, are you staying here again tonight? , your dads and the band have a show and we dont so we dont mind you staying again" he says and i nod "ill stay" i reply(A/n sorry this was really short, i am putting this story on hold for a while because i need more ideas and im writing a new story, maybe a few new stories so please check them out, thanks for reading it does mean a lot*