M A R K M Y W O R D S

need your love

February
Selena's POV:

I look like a hot mess right now standing outside of Justin's suite. He's really all I need right now.

I realized I can't live without him, I can't see my life without him.

I knock on the door and wait for someone to open the door.

Justin opens the door and I can tell he didn't expect me to be at his door. "Hey. You okay?" I was hoping that would be the first thing he would say to me.

"Can I come in?" He fully opens the door and I walk in. The place in enormous.

The both of us look like we were in bed all day. "Do you wanna talk about it?" He says sitting on the couch.

I take a seat right next to him and think about what I'm about to say. "Um these past few days I've been thinking. A lot actually. And I miss you."

Justin looks at me in shock. "Are you serious? Now that I'm finally getting over you, you pull me back in?"

This is not going as I expected it.

"I know, and I'm sorry. I just tried to push away my feelings for you and move on. But really, your love is what I need." I choked up a bit on that last sentence.

Justin places his elbows on his knees and sighs. "Selena, I love you, deeply. But after we separated , I didn't know how to love again. And I don't think I know how to love you anymore."

My heart broke a little on that last sentence. "I don't need the love you gave me four years ago, I need the love that's in your heart right now. Justin, I never meant to hurt you."

"No, no, I never meant to hurt you. I did the most damage in our relationship." Justin says messing with his thumbs.

"Hey don't say that, we both took part in it, I was acting like a bitch and was always stubborn. I get it now why you did what you did." It's hard admitting that, but it's true.

"I was stupid and young Selena, don't blame yourself for my immature actions. All you did was give me passion and love, and in return I broke you, which I truly regret. Because not only did I make the horrible mistake in cheating on you and losing you, but I lost myself. I was getting myself into trouble and hanging with the wrong people and making me do things that I didn't know that would destroy me physically and mentally."

Justin never spoke this deep with me. I'm actually pretty shocked and left speechless.

"See Justin, this is why I love and adore you so much, you have so much layers to yourself. You've been through shit, and I've been through shit too. And I think that it can bring us closer together. Only if you believe in what we have still."

Justin looks me in the eye debating, and it seeming as if what he's about to say can hurt or bring me relief.

"You know that these past year and a half that I saw the love we had, and that I'm still heartbroken from our relationship. And I think you should know that, I still love you till this day. And if you want to rebuild our relationship then I'm all in it."

I feel like a ton of weight has been lifted off of my shoulders and I feel a tear flow down my cheek.

"Are you okay?" He says lightly giggling. "Yeah, it just really meant to me that you said that." He opens his arms out signaling for me to cuddle with him.

I get up and sit facing him. I admire everything on his face and place my hands right under his jawline.

I gently lay my lips on his and we slowly build up our kiss. He moves his hands to my back and around my waist.

I brush through Justin's hair with my fingers and move the kiss to his neck. "Why do you do this to me?" He says laying his head back.

I begin to thrust against him and he places his hands at my waist and I immediately get turned on.

"God, how possibly could a women like you love me?" He says moving a hair out of my face.

"Let's just say I have a thing for guys who don't give up on love." He puts his hand on the back of my neck and pulls me in a kiss.

I lay my forehead against his and smile. "Okay, I have to go before my roommates start getting fishy.

"Alright, just call me tomorrow and we'll plan something out." He says getting up from his couch and hugging me.

"Seems fine to me, good night Justin." I say letting go of his hand and walking out of his hotel room.

I couldn't be more happier.

When I walk out of the hotel, my worst nightmare came. Paps are everywhere ambushing me.

"Selena Selena! Did you visit Justin? Are y'all together?" They say putting their cameras in my face.

The worst thing is, I'm look horrible. I'm in sweats, a tank top and my hair is in a messy bun that isn't even cute.

I step into my car and Justin is calling me.

"Hey, I heard screaming, is the paparazzi outside?" He says in concern.

"Yes actually, they saw me leave." I heard him sigh. It hasn't even been an hour since we got together and they already found out.

"Okay, well like I said, we'll plan something tomorrow. Bye." And he hangs up.

I stare at Justin's contact and think of him.

Something tells me I'm making the right decision.

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YAY!! First chapter! I've worked so hard on this story I can't wait to share the rest with y'all!

I know this was a pretty short chapter but there's more to the other chapters!!

Just in case: I didn't plagiarize AT ALL. This is all from my very own twisted, dirty mind lol.

Also this doesn't mean Justin and Selena are gonna get together. I'm actually happy if their together or separate :)

I'm pretty sure Selena hates him NXKSNS and then there's Justin posting throwbacks :/

ANYWAYSSS ENJOY THE STORY YALL