Good Girl Gone Wrong

21: Hello Sunshine

21.

Calistas POV

All I did was to run up and shut up door and sank into reality.

He hates me.

I buried my head in between my legs and I propped up my legs, sobbing continually.

" Can I come in? "

I stood slowly, turning around at the same time.

What does he want from me?
Haven't he said enough?

The door, well, I opened it a small bit. Just able to see his handsome face, I looked at him with my red, swollened face.

And the next thing I knew was, me into his warm body hugging me tightly and me just engulfing the scent he has on him. But he did this infront of so many people, I don't know how do keep on going and forgive him all the time? Even though he keeps pushing his limits, I keep forgiving him and allowing him to mess up my whole entire life. While he just looks at me and I can wish the black hole would be uncovered and I, getting sucked into it.

But no.

" Get away from me, " Reluctantly pushing him away from me, " Don't act all sorry afterwards. "

" Okay then, it's up to you. Mom just said to come and comfort you so if you don't want the comfort that your crush is giving you, I'll go. You might be living in my house but don't expect me to fall in love with you like those cliché movies. This is reality, so wake up. "

Don't expect me to fall in love with you like those cliché movies.

" I wrote that three years ago. "

" Whatever you say. "

With that, he proceeded out of the door and shutting it.

Sometimes you wish the guy you loved the most might somehow like you back.
From, ' Can I borrow your pen? ' to ' Please help me do this question. ' to ' Thanks idiot. '
 
It may seem he might like you but please don't always think a guy likes you just because he shows you these little things. It's a matter of fact of either he just being polite or he genuinely likes you. Ninety percent of the time he is just polite because
- You either not know him well
- He doesn't know your existence
or
-He is just using you because he has no one to turn to.

Of course, you might think:
-But he regularly asks you things!
-He always chooses to sit next to me
-He smiles at me

Maybe, that little ten percent he really might like you:
-He asks you things because he doesn't know sh!t
-He wants answers from your work, please.
-Just being polite so he can have reasons to have answers from work.

Sorry buddy, I know I have just crushed your dreams but hello sunshine, this is reality.

And also, what Lewis James Anderson said

This is not a cliché movie.

So wake up, and not just think about how to get that idiotic guy but get your ass up and think of how to make him regret him not treasuring you.
Make him regret okay? I know you can do this Calista Morgans, doesn't mean he says and calls you an ugly human, trust me. One day, you will be the kid whom everyone wants to date and wants to have friendships with and he will be sitting at the loner seat just looking and you and hoping his days would return when he was the badboy.

I stood up, washed my face and went out.

10/1/2016

hi guys thanks for the 280+ rreadsalthough i havent updated from 5738273 years because I'm planning to not publish until I'm done with the work so there will be ' When will you finish the book '/ ' Quickly update please. '

Also, i have removed a chapter because i accidentally forgot to change someones name so that is removed: no stupid questions about it because it is settled with the best friend so dont come extra-ing in this.

thanku!!:-)