Catfish: Featuring Craig [Episode One]

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Guest: Triniti, I hate that I’m doing this to you. It’s going to hurt you more than it hurts me anyway, lol. So um, how about you press that unblock button or you’ll be exposed everywhere? ;)

The decision was hard. If I let Craig back in my life, that would mean that he could do even more harm towards me. But if I didn’t, he’d expose me everywhere. Now sending naked pictures sounds like a dumbass idea. 

Schwag_: Craig Please. . . If You Love Me , You Wouldn’t Do This .

Guest: Who the hell said I loved you?

Schwag_: Don’t Be Like This .

Guest: It’s gonna be your desicion.

I didn’t type for a while. I was unsure of what to do.

Schwag_: I’m Not Unblocking You .

Guest: OK ;) Can’t wait to see you on Worldstar HipHop, when they talk about how much of a slut you are. Bye ;)

The guest has the left the chat.

I started to get kind of frantic. Why would Craig do something like this? He told me I was special to him. What happened to Prodigy’s charm? On interviews, he never acted like this. I was seeing a whole new side to him. And I didn’t like it. At all.

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She’s such a slut—she gave naked pictures for a person she didn’t even know! I was reading every post about me on Facebook's "Worldstar HipHop" page. My pictures were blasted across the internet. I even made some of the popular blogs, getting negative attention. I didn’t know the pictures would spread this fast.

All the comments were nasty—no one was showing respect towards me, maybe because they didn’t know the whole story. Whatever it was, I wanted to scream. I wanted it all to end. I thought Craig honestly liked me.

All the pictures showed my face, so anyone who knew me in real life would bully me. I scrolled down the page to look at comment over comment. No one was sticking up for me, like they did for other girls that made the same mistake.

I tried telling myself I wasn’t a slut, but it wasn’t working. I knew I was.

If everyone was saying it, it must be true. I wanted to talk to Craig so bad, to apologize, for him to stop. I was so desperate, I’d do anything. I didn’t need my sister to find out anything about this, and I was so thankful she had no use for her Facebook or Twitter.

I went on Chatme.com, and unblocked Craig. It’s for the best. Conveniently, he was online. I requested him for chat. I needed to talk to him. I couldn’t let him get away with exploiting me.

TrillestxCraigx: You getting tired of being all over the internet yet?

Craig was antagonizing me. But I wasn’t going to let him bother me.

Schwag_: Can You Please Stop Sending Around The Photos ? I Unblocked You .

TrillestxCraigx: What do you want me to do, just take them off? That’s not how it works, boo.

Schwag_: Then Can You Stop Sending It In ?

TrillestxCraigx: Under one condition.

Schwag_: What ?

TrillestxCraigx: Agree to go out with me again.

Craig was delusional. Why would I go out with him again, after he halfway ruined my life? But I was desperate. I was going to do anything I could to keep those pictures as private as possible.

Schwag_: Fine .

TrillestxCraigx: And you have to change your username to ‘TrinitiLovesCraig’.

Schwag_: WHATEVER .

Schwag_ has changed her username to ‘TrinitiLovesCraig’

TrillestxCraigx: Better. A LOT better ;)

TrinitiLovesCraig: I Can’t Believe You’re Doing This To Me .

TrillestxCraigx: Well believe it.

TrinitiLovesCraig: What Did I Do?

TrillestxCraigx: You made the mistake of sending naked pictures to a nigga yeen know.

TrinitiLovesCraig: YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME !

TrillestxCraigx: Just because I’m dating you doesn’t mean I love you. NOT. AT. ALL.

TrinitiLovesCraig: Ouch.

TrillestxCraigx: Love hurts in case you didn’t know.

TrinitiLovesCraig: Why Are You Doing This To Me ?

TrillestxCraigx: That’s how the game go

TrillestxCraigx: Aye, I got a request.

TrinitiLovesCraig: What Is It ?

TrillestxCraigx: Send me more naked pics, or your nakedness will be everywhere.

Why did he need more naked pictures?

TrinitiLovesCraig: WHY ?

TrillestxCraigx: Don’t worry about it.

TrinitiLovesCraig: How Do I Know You’re Not Tricking Me ?

TrillestxCraigx: It’s all about trust.

After all Craig’s done to me, why should I trust him? He lied and exposed me to the entire world. But I was weak against Craig. He had something over me, and that was my pictures. I didn’t want him to keep posting them, but I knew if I took more photos, he’d use that against me.

TrinitiLovesCraig: OK brb.

I knew what my plan would be. I would send Craig pictures of another naked girl.