Bumps, Bruises And Scars

chapter 20: fragile as a glass doll.

This is an Ezra pov through all of it about Aria and and now he feels.

Ezra's pov:

Where is she, I went to the appartment and she was gone, he has hurt her and there is nothing I can do about it.

When I heard the fear in her voice, I felt like curling up into a ball.

Why would someone want to hurt an innocent person as nice as her?

She never did anything wrong to deserve this.

I was in my way to save her and let her come and live with me, I don't mind.

He had taken her again, probably going to hurt her again, make her wish she was dead again and have bruises all over her body again.

Dammit, I knew from the second I saw her the first time in that classroom with those bruises that something wasn't right, and I couldn't help but fall in love with her, and yes I know it was wrong and it would never last and that if the school board foundout I would loose my job, but I don't care.

Maybe if I did something and kept her safe she would be ok right now with me.

God I'm head over heels for this girl and I never knew someone could make me feel like that.

I can't bare to think about what would happen if the police found her dead body or something.

I know she is hurting where ever she is, and I can't do anything about it.

For the past 2 weeks while she has been gone, I have been been writing a small book about her l, obviously not saying her name, but things about her like, her hair colour how it can never be a relationship, that I was her teacher, what her favourite quote was, just enough information for her to know it was about her.

Without her I don't even know how I am going to function or get out of bed.

The book I wrote was called 'Ostinato '.

Yes, I know what you are thinking I finished it in 2 weeks, well I was up all night and most of the day writing it.

In the beginning it says

Dear my love,

You maybe lost, but I will find you.

When you need to leave Rosewood.

I'll be by your side.

And yes I know what you used to say

A waste of time: Ezra Fitz.

But, we will meet again.

So why don't we go, somewhere only we know?

Ezra fitz. Xxx

With a picture of a cottage in the middle of the Rosewood forest.

Which is where I'm hiding, but in the book, it just looks like a random picture to go with the little speech.

Me and aria talked about this place in the brief time she lived with me, I promised her I would take her their and that'd when she said can we run away their, so we will never be found and can stay away from all if the chaos over here.

'We could hide forever'. She said.

But now I never can becauses she's gone.

I cry myself to sleep every night, just longing for her touch again my skin, even if it's just for 1 second.

Kiss her lips, smell that reslly nice scent she leaves behind when she exits the room, see her beautiful face.

I feel like I have let her down, I was her only hope and when she called me I could almost feel that weight being lifted off her shoulders.

When I walked into that house I said 5 drunk boys all in the living room passed out because they drank to much.

What if they hurted her and they made her do things she didn't want them to do.

I searched the house and all I could find was one of aria's shirts that smelt just like her.

I kept it because in a way it bought me closer to her.

And no I'm not a creep or anything, I just wanted something that I can actually touch that isn't in my head that would remind me of her.

She is my first ever true love, and yes although I have had other girlfriends, none of them have ever gave me that spark in our kisses like Aria does.

I am going to go on a quest to find her, hopefully if she's out there, she will see the book and know where to meet me.

I will stay there for ever if I still hoped that oneday I would see her again.

I packed my things, got in the car, bought loads of supplies and things before going to the cottage.

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I'm so sorry it isn't that long, but I didn't have many ideas on what to write about Ezra seems it was going to be only his pov about how he was been and what his plans are.

Forgive me, I might update again today.

Hope you enjoyed leave your comments below and thanks kisses-phoebe <3