No Wind In Our Sails

Chapter 5

He came in front of me then he hugged me hard.But I didn't hug back I didn't feel right"Hey why didn't you hug back."

"What do you want Jon."I told him in a cold tone

"I couldn't believe it that you are here.I had no idea that you were a Diva."He said happy

"Of course you didn't even know."I mumbles but he heard me.

"What do you mean."He said

"Jon you left me.You left me with nothing.Nothing I say.I was lost destroyed,scared, angry and where were you this whole time. You were enjoying yourself and you forget about me.All your promises where lies.I should have know that once you left you weren't coming back. But I kept hoping that one day you will come back. If it wasn't for mum and dad I don't know where I would be right now."I told him and I was going but Jon caught my hand."LET ME GO JON."I yelled hard and by now everyone was looking at us

"What do you mean.You made me a promise that you aren't going to-"He said worried but I cut him off

"I didn't do anything because I kept my promise and what about you ha?What happen to I will call you and visits you.DO YOU KNOW FROM WHAT TORTURE I WENT BECAUSE OF YOU."I said

"I am sorry Princ-"He told me and was going to hug me but I slapped him hard and pushed him away.Now Everyone was looking at me speechless.He held his cheek and was in shock

"DON'T TALK TO ME."I was yelled from the top of my lungs. All the superstars were still looking at us

"Kat calm down."Joe told me and hold me back from Jon while I cough.

"Let Me Go"I continue yelling with the little voice I had left."I DON'T WANT YOU TO TALK TO ME."I pointed my finger in his face."NO EVEN BETTER STAY AWAY FROM ME JONATHAN.I AM NO LONGER THAT SWEET AND INNOCENT GIRL THAT YOU USED TO KNOW 8 YEARS AGO. SHE IS SO LONG GONE.I HATE YOU JONATHAN.I HATE YOU WITH ALL MY LIFE."I told him and All I was seeing red.

"Yo.u Yo..u do..n't mean that do you"Jon said slowly he didn't know that to say

"Yes I mean every word I said. Try get near me and my Lunatic mode go on.But I want to thank you because of you leaving me made me so much stronger."I told him and left to I Stephanie's office.I think she need to do some explaining

"Stephanie."I said as I open the door wild open

"I call you later."She said and putted the phone down

"WHY DIDN'T YOU BOTHER TO TELL ME THAT DEAN AMBROSE IS JONATHAN."I told her because she was the only one that know about the whole story

"Kat first calm down dear.I can explain."She told me

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME.CALM DOWN*Laugh*HOW CAN I CALM DOWN.ALL I AM SEEING IS RED" I told her cough a little bit more

"KAT STOP YELLING AND CALM THE HELL DOWN.I THINK YOU ARE FORGETTING WITH WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO I AM YOU BOSS.NOW SIT DOWN AND LET ME TALK."She yelled

I set down as she said with my hands crossed and took a deep breath

"Kat.I didn't tell you for one reason.Would you do it if I had told you that Jonathan would be here."She said and I looked away"That's why I didn't.Please dear don't hate me I was doing what was best for you.You are a very talented women and I don't want Jon to be the problem and You know how much I love you" she told me feeling sorry

"I know Steph.I know but I would have appreciated if you told me though."I told her in a bit of anger and went out slamming the door behind me.

I saw Joe running to me.But I am furious right now

"Kat calm down."He told me

"AAAAAAAAAAA."I yelled and throw everything that I found backstage

"Kat I am begging you please calm down."He told me and I cough again

"Joe right now leave me the hell alone."I told him

I went to the locker room I was lucky that the locker room was empty.Thanks God that they had a tag team match.I grabbed my bag and went out and saw Joe waiting for me.I ignored him and walk past him to the parking lot.I started my car but Joe stopped me

"I am not going to let you drive like this."He told me opening my door

"You can't stop me."I told him closing the door and drove to the hotel.I looked in my bag and shit I forgot the key at the room.So I went to the reception so they give me another key

"Kat Belle Mavis.I forgot my room key in the room can I get another one please."I told the man behind the desk

"Let me check sweet cake."He told me with a wink so I grabbed him from his tie

"Listen to me I am really in a bad mood and you are so close to meet my fist*Showing him my fist*so I am going to be nice and say it once give me my dam key please."I told him and letting go of his tie

"Emm I like it.I like violent woman."He said holding the key in his hand and smiling. Then I lost it and I punched his face and blood was coming out of his nose,I took the key from his hands

"THANK YOU I HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE NIGHT."I told him yelling and walked to the elevator

"Kat wait."I heard and it was Joe

"Joe I am warning you.Stay away from me right now for your own good.I don't want to hurt you."I told him and closed the elevator. It was for his own good.I got to the 5th floor and found my room. I opened the room dropped my bag and cried my self out.

This isn't me or is it?

I am a monster.

Why I am crying and over who!!

Why after all these years?

Why does it have to be him?

Why my life can't be all normal not Complicated?

I was OK without him why did I had to see him?

I continue finding answers for my thoughts but then I was interrupted.Someone was behind the door