No Wind In Our Sails

Chapter 6

"Kat it's Joe I know you are in there."he told me"Can you open up please,I am worried about you."

"Joe go away please.I don't want to hurt you."I told him trying not to sound that I am crying

"I don't care I am not going to move from behind the door until you open up."He told me.I took a breath and went to open

As he saw me he stayed looking at me."Have you been crying your eyes are blood shot red."He asked and I couldn't help it I started to cry again."Shh it's OK Kat."He told me and we went to the living room sitting on the sofa"Can you explain Why did you punch that guy,what happen with Jon and how do you know him."

"I punched him because he was doing what every guy would do so I was fed up his bullshit so I punched him."I told him

"And Jon "He said

"Joe I can trust you can I."I told him with tears in my eyes

"Of course you can."he said

"Remember that I told you I was in relationship with my best friends since childhood for 5 years but then he left.That was non other than Jonathan."I told him and he looked at me.

"You mean Ambrose."Joe said and I nodded

"Me and Jonathan were like fork and knife you never see us separated. If Jon goes out you see me with him.We were raised together.My parents and his were best friends and so we always at each other house because we also were neighbors."

"Oh yeah because Jon is from Cincinnati too."Joe clicked and I nodded

"I was 12 years old and he was 15 when he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes.I had a huge crush on him but I never told him.We like wondering together while skateboarding around town.We where inseparable we couldn't stand one minute away from each other."I told him and remember what are we now and cried

"It's OK Kat you don't have to continue."Joe told me

"No I want to tell you."I told him and he nodded"Jon always wanted to become a wrestler and he trained everyday.I was proud of him and happy,I really was.We alway watch wrestling together and his idols where the hart family especially Bret hart and mine was Lita and Rikishi.He always tell me to train with him too because he said that he always feel comfortable with me. But one time he got a call from FCW telling him that they had accepted him.I was happy for him but sad because I was going to loose him.He promised that he will call and visit me but he never did.He was the only person that help me get through things. When I lost my parents I was so lonely without them that at age of 11 I started taking drugs."I told him and he looked at me in a serious look"I was out of control nobody knew about this."

"How did you manage to buy."Joe asked

"I saved the money from what my parents left me"I told him.

"So then what happened" He asked

"I continue taking them for 13 months.Until one time Jon cough me when I was in my hiding place.He was so angry at me that he went telling his parents about this.Everyone was shocked but they never let me be alone.They wanted to help me so Eric Jon's dad decided that for my own good I should go to Rehab and I accepted.I have spent a year there but I didn't spend it alone. Jon was always there everyday and Every single minute.He was always there when I was going to lose it.But he never let me.Now I have been clean for 13 years. After almost a year I was out of rehab and had returned back to my normal life.I went back to school but it was very hard because as my friends found out about it I starred to get bullied. Jon was the only person that helped me fight it and get stronger.But after he left it was worse. Everyone said that Jon left me because I was a mess.I was lonely and the only thing that helped me was the Gym because everyday I skip school and stay at the gym and train alone. Then when Anna Jon's mother saw that I don't want to know with school they helped me and bought me a part of the gym for my own.5 years ago when I was at the gym I was watching some wrestling moves with one of the boys that was in the gym.When in came Stephanie McMahon and Hunter.I was doing the Stone Cold Stunner and they were impressed that they offered me a contract to NXT.I couldn't believe it.I was speechless my dream was happening.Paul was training me and I was happy.I was trained by one of the legend wrestler. Untill then he chose Colby to train me.I was fun training with him and I learned a lot from both of them.But as I saw Jon today I was stuck.He pretended that nothing has happened and that what hurt me the most.I don't know,I never talked to anyone like I did with Jon not even in wrestling.And I never cried After Jon left and I don't know what is happing now" I said crying

"I think the anger you had in you you open it on Jon." He told me

"But I don't feel sorry for what I said to him"I told him

"Listen Kat I am not going to tell you that you did the good thing or bad thing.But you went through many things and I know that seeing Jon didn't help but I saw your promos and you are awesome.Alex Mavis is strong woman and won't let anyone control her and so is Kat Belle Mavis.You have to forget about the past and look forward.Live day by day and trust me on this everything will be alright." He told me and I whipped my tears

"You know you are right Joe.You don't know how much did I need this."I told him and hugged him.

"I am going to be here for you when ever you are alone understood so when you need someone to cry on or talk to just call me anytime OK even at the middle of the night."he told me and I nodded.He gave me his number and I smiled."And The Shield is next door to yours."

Joe POV

I am so sorry for Kat but you can't blame Jon either. Although he broke the promise he made her.Kat went through a lot and now that I know I want to help her.I want her to trust me.Yeah that's me.I am a lion in the ring but I am a Teddy bear outside.I have to be like this when I have a 9 year old daughter.Kat had drifted to sleep on my lap.

Then I got a call and it was Colby.

Colby-Hey man where are you.Me and Jon have been worried sick.

Joe-I came to talk to Kat.

Colby-What happen is she OK.

Joe-Not so good she have been crying since I came

Colby-Crying Kat no it's not true.

Joe-Yeah it's true Col.Let me put her to bed OK and I be there.

Colby-OK man

I put her to bed and then covered her with the blanket but before I left I kissed her forehead and then I went to my room