Fix Me || l.t.

Chapter 4

My eyes opened slowly and scanned the unfamiliar room I was in. I felt around the large bed and noticed I wasn’t in my own clothes. Faint memories of the night before were swirling through my head causing a throbbing pain in my temples. I sat up and tried to get out of the strange bed I was in. I stood up and felt the room around me spin and go fuzzy. I started to fall but before I hit the floor I was caught in familiar arms. He laid my limp body back in the bed and tucked me in the covers. His sparkling blue orbs scanned over my body as he flashed a crooked smile. Suddenly everything was coming back to me and fear crept into my heart. I squirmed under the heavy blankets and tried to free myself but his large hand stopped my escape.

“Stay in bed babe you need to rest.” He said in a concerned tone as he sat down next to me.

“Why did you bring me here?” I said as tears escaped from my eyes.

“I felt bad for how our date turned out and I wanted to make it up to you.” He said as he wiped a tear from my cheek.

“You hurt me Louis! How can I trust you?” I cried between sobs.

“I know and it won’t happen again. I told you I fight for what I want.” He said as he moved hair from my face.

Before I could answer he pressed a soft kiss to my lips and stood up from the bed.

“You have the flat to yourself. There is food in the fridge, TV in the living room and I will be back in a few hours.” He said as he stood in the doorway.

“Louis I can’t stay here. I need to go home.” I said as I removed the blankets.

His hands grasped my wrists harshly causing me to wince. I looked into his eyes and noticed they had gone dark and his gaze cut me like glass.

“You’re hurting me.” I said through tears.

He released my wrists and stood back from the bed. He looked upset about his actions.

“I'm so sorry Kar. I just want you so bad and I want you safe in my control.” He said as his voice cracked.

“I’ll stay here Louis but you can’t act like this towards me or I’ll leave.” I said in a harsh tone.

“I will do my best. I’ll bring dinner when I come back.” He said as he left a kiss on my forehead.

What on earth had I gotten myself into? The stranger who had harmed me the night before was now taking care of me. I lay in the lonely bed and felt myself begin to drift to sleep. I woke an hour later and felt the pressure in my head disappear. Knowing I had the flat to myself I decided to help myself to a shower. I slipped off my underwear and pulled the t-shirt Louis had dressed me in and stepped into the hot shower. The hot water soothed the aches and tension of my sore body. I stood under the cascading water for what seemed like hours. I wrapped a large navy blue towel around my body and went in search of some clothes. I found a drawer with black boxers and decided they would do for the time being and returned the shirt I’d previously worn to my body. My bare feet tapped along the cold wood floor as I took a tour of Louis’ home. The long hallway from his bedroom led to a living room with a large window that over looked the street. Everything in the house was black, maroon or silver and followed a modern theme. I went into the kitchen and made myself some tea. I was enjoying the silence of the flat and the view of the city from the living room window when the door opened. Louis walked in with a big smile on his face as he noticed me sitting on the window seat. A pair of navy soccer shorts clung to his hips and showed off his incredible legs and a white jersey hung from his masculine shoulders. Louis didn’t have a large frame but his muscles and features were well defined and he was a very attractive guy.

“Hey love I brought Chinese. Hope that’s okay.” He called from the kitchen.

“That sounds good.” I said as I got up from my seat.

I walked into the kitchen and sat my empty cup in the sink just as Louis’ arms snaked around my waist. He started to kiss my neck from behind and his touch made my knees go weak. I felt my body give into him as my head rested back onto his shoulder.

“You look incredible in my clothes.” He growled in my ear.

I felt my eyes close as he continued to kiss at my neck. He turned me to face him and he pressed a hard kiss to my lips. His tongue slipped into my mouth as we kissed passionately. My fingers ran through his sandy brown hair as his hands grabbed my bum. He pulled away from me and rested his forehead on mine.

“I'm going to shower before we eat then after dinner I want to continue this,” he said as he turned to leave the room.

My legs were still shaking from his presence. I was nervous to take things any further with Louis but something about me wanted him and wanted all of him.