Fix Me || l.t.

Chapter 5

We ate our Chinese takeout on the couch as we watched a romantic comedy. It was the first time I had laughed in a long time and the sound of Louis’ laugh was like a symphony to my ears. He had his arm draped over my shoulders as he pulled me in to kiss me on the cheek. The funny movie was over and there was some sappy love story playing on the screen as Louis pulled me into him and I rested on his chest. Noticing a picture in the corner of the room of Louis and a young girl, I decided to strike up a conversation.

“Is that your sister?” I asked looking up to Louis.

His face drained of all emotion as he looked away from me. I could tell I had hit a sore spot with him.

“Yeah, she passed away two years ago.” He said as he looked back down at me.

“Oh I'm sorry.” I said as I stood up from the couch.

“It’s okay love.” He said as he stood up after me.

“Well it’s getting late and I should probably get home. Thank you so much for everything.” I said as I gathered up my belongings.

“Where do you think you are going? We haven’t finished what we started earlier.” He said as he moved towards me.

Again I was pushed up against the wall with his body pressed to mine. His lips crashed to mine in a passionate kiss making me press harder into the wall. He grabbed at my bum and lifted my leg up to wrap around his. He grinded his hips into mine and let out a throaty groan as our lips were still sealed together. We moved together as one against the wall never breaking our initial kiss. Both of my legs were soon wrapped around his waist as he packed me into the bedroom. I was placed on the bed as he closed the door. He crawled onto the bed and hovered over me both of our breaths heating the gap between us. I put my hand on his neck and pulled him into kiss me. He pulled the t-shirt from his sculpted body and followed by pulling mine over my head. I pushed his grey sweats from his hips as he pushed his boxers down after them. His long fingers tugged at the lace of my underwear before they were tugged down. We kissed passionately before he rested his forehead on mine his blue orbs glowing even in the darkness.

“Are you sure you want this?” he asked.

I nodded to assure him it was okay to continue. Louis grinded his hips and with every motion I felt pleasure fill my body. My back arched from the bed each time he moved his hips. My breaths came in short puffs as he pressed his lips to mine. Even though the pleasure filled me up I could feel the pain course through my muscles. Louis broke our long kiss and shot a glance into my eyes that made my heart grow cold. An evil crooked smile snuck onto his face as he began to thrust harder and faster. His hands grasped my wrists causing me to wince. With every push the pain grew unbearable and I knew Louis was trying to take control.

“Louis.” I moaned.

A tear fell from my eye as he looked down at me and began to slow his motions. His eyes returned to their normal shade of blue as they peered at me with concern. We both had reached our limit and he pulled himself from me and collapsed to my side. His arms pulled me into him and his fingers locked with mine. He had just snapped into his angry alter ego but I brought him back. He examined my wrists where he had gripped them and noticed the bruises start to form. He rolled me over to face him and wiped the tears from my cheeks.

“Oh Kar I'm so sorry. I didn’t want that to happen with you.” He said as he kissed the purple marks on my wrists.

“It’s okay Louis you didn’t leave me completely.” I said as I stroked his jaw.

“What?” he asked looking down at me.

“Once you looked at me you stopped being rough.” I said getting lost in his blue eyes.

“I’m sorry Kar it won’t happen again.” He said as he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.

He planted a soft kiss on my forehead as we both drifted off to sleep. I could tell he wanted things to work with us and was truly trying. I wanted him around but I knew there would have to be some changes.