Never did I think

Dinner

Alex's pov.

We went to Sabrinas house and Zayn was there with her.

Alex: Heyyyy

Sabrina: hey girl how have you been?

Alex: been great really excited for the wedding.

Sabrina: oh my god me too you are going to look gorgeous.

Alex: so are you baby girl.

Zayn and Justin said hi to each other and gave each other there bro hug. we laughed at them and we all sat down getting ready to eat.

Zayn: your wedding is in for the day so you guys ready?

Justin: we are so ready.

Alex: Totally.

Sabrina: The party is going to be great we have an awesome DJ hired.

Alex: Yassssss

Sabrina: I hope everything turns out great because we have been working on this really hard and we only had a little time to plan it so it should come out just how we want it.

Alex: yeah it's gonna be really fun.  when are you guys tying the knot?

Zayn: we still have to see I love her so much but we have to think about this.

Sabrina: yea we're still young we still have time.

We started talking about some other things like work and our families and I had a lot of fun.

The food that Sabrina had prepared was really good and I bet she got that from grandma.

Her Grandma cooks amazing!

We went to sit down on Sabrina's couch and we drank wine while we were talking.

Justin was sitting next to me and he kept looking at me once in a while. He can be so damn cute sometimes.

I can't catch feelings for him because I know he wouldn't feel the same way and I really don't want to put my hopes up.

I can't like him or love him. The only reason why we are together is because he is doing me a favor.

But I have feelings.

I can't just go around hiding my feelings and not saying anything.

Justin just makes me feel different and I had already forgotten how it feels to be with someone. He make me feel special unlike anyone else. He has something that I really want.

Love.

I looked at him while he was talking to Zayn. He such a gorgeous human being and he is so sweet, which makes it harder for me to not fall.

Sabrina: Alex?

Alex: Yeah sorry what happened

Sabrina: You really love Justin don't you? you keep looking at him with so much love and it is so cute.

Alex: Well Sabrina shut up it's not like you don't love Zayn.

I started thinking that Justin is not supposed to know what I feel for him.

I Don't even know what I feel for him myself...

Justin: Baby you love me that much? you're so cute.

this tease!

I couldn't help but blush because I didn't want Justin to know how I was looking at him. I need to clear my thoughts and get it clear in my mind that Justin will never feel the same way towards me.

Alex: Shut up Justin!

We all laughed and after a few hours we decided to go home. Justin grabbed his phone and I grabbed my purse and we said our goodbyes.

We walk to the car and I decided to drive so I got the keys from my purse instead of giving them to Justin I got them myself.

Justin: are you sure you want to drive? I can drive.

Alex: No it's fine I want to drive.

We both got in the car and we put on some music while we were in the car riding home. I felt his eyes on me the whole way home and I felt like he thought I was weird because I was looking at him in the dinner.

We got home and I went upstairs to shower and change to some comfortable sweatpants and a comfortable shirt.

I put on some socks and I jumped into bed with paperwork in my hands. Woho!

I hate bringing paperwork home because instead of doing things like working out or cooking I have to be doing work. It sucks. But I have to do it.

Justin was in the kitchen getting something to snack on. He came back to the bedroom and made a few calls to work.

I started signing some papers and reading some things to see if they should be published or not and it was getting really boring.

I like my work but sometimes it can get really boring.

Justin came to the bed after about 40 minutes later and I put everything away and got my phone out. I was on my phone playing Temple run 2.

Yeah I know, I'm a child.

I felt Justin's eyes on me and he finally decided to speak up.

Justin: Alex?

Alex: Yea?

Justin: Do you feel anything?

Alex: What do you mean?

Justin: Like do you have any feelings for me?

He said that kind of worried and I knew he was going to get weirded out if I said I liked him and I was starting to love him.

I was just sitting there with my phone in my hand shocked not knowing what I should say. If i tell him I am developing feelings for him, he'll feel weird and things would change and I don't want that.

Alex: Ummmm...

Justin: Do you?

Alex: I don't know...

Justin: Because I do...

Bitch what....