| The Impossible Love | 1

Strike 2 (36)

"Sit down dear. Are you perhaps busy? Can you spare a minute to discuss something private with me?" BTS's boss had called you out to a cafe near by the hospital to have lunch that day.

You hadn't been very busy today since all the interns and a few residents were going to go camping the next day as a retreat to bond with the other students in the program.

Each intern could take a friend with them and you had chosen to ask Jimin. It was an idea that had slipped out of your mouth and before you could stop yourself, you had told him. He of course didn't hesitate one bit to accept your offer. Now all you had to do was prepare, finish a few patient checkups at the hospital, and everything would be set to go.

You take a seat across from Mr. SiHyuk and immediately held onto your steaming cup of tea just to calm your nerves.

"Is there perhaps something wrong with Jin?"

"No, he actually is fully recovered and it's great seeing him working so hard like the way he was before the incident had happened." Mr. SiHyuk smiles warmly before continuing.

"I am not the type of person to confront people, nor do I have the right to, but I like to prevent any disasters from happening."

With the short opening, you had gotten the hint that he was trying to somewhat, subtly refer to something you dreaded for him to mention.

"I'm not sure why you are telling me this, but I'll keep that in mind."

"I've been hearing rumors about one of my boys. They could be just useless gossip and nonsense that people like to make because they have nothing better to do, but I wanted to hear directly from you."

With his reply, your palms immediately start to sweat and the sun seemed to be beating into the restaurant so heavily today.

"Have you been seeing Jimin lately? For non-bussiness related reasons I mean."

You sit there in silence, trying to decide whether it was right agree or disagree to his question.

"We've bumped into each other every once in a while."

It was the truth. You did bump into Jimin every now and then. Not every time you two met each other were planned. It was the truth; the partial truth.

"I see. I know you are a busy student, so I will cut the chase. There has been rumors going around the company among the stylists and makeup artists that you and Jimin were seeing each other....for personal reasons. I am in no position to say that you two are not old enough to handle things like this, but you have know when is the right time. Jimin is one of the most hard working young men that I know of. He will practice for over 17 hours just to get the choreography to look flawless. He spent his teen years in my company training everyday; blood and sweat had poured out of that kid. He only had one dream of becoming a successful artist, one that is loved by all. I say this because Jimin having a relationship right now is like a bomb ticking every second and ready to explode. It will not only ruin his career, but also all the other 6 members as well. Now don't get me wrong, I probably might sound like I'm ranting to you right now because this is probably not happening right?"

Your throat felt like it was twisted and dried up. The palms of your hands were not only damp from the nervous sweat, but they were aching from the way you held your fist so tightly together with your nails digging into your palms. There was nothing to say. Everything that Mr. SiHyuk had said was awfully true. It was the horrible reality of you dating Jimin. The fact that he and the other members will probably lose their careers is dreadfully possible if you were in that kind of relationship with him.

Why is this happening again? Just two weeks ago,  Jimin's noona stylist had confronted you as if you were stealing her boyfriend and now this.

You slowly wipe your hands on your blue scrubs as they kept on sweating from nervousness. 

Mr. SiHyuk widened his eyes, waiting for an answer from you.

"I... I... am not the type to ruin one's career, if you haven't noticed." You force a smile that seemed to have knotted your insides, for everything Mr. SiHyuk had said was unbearably true, while you were just trying to hide from the truth.

"I don't want to pressure the two of you to be separated from each other if anything ever comes up. I would understand that ya'll built a friendship or even went  a little further since you both have gotten a lot closer since the incident with Jin, but I have to honestly tell you that I am not exactly all in at the idea. I am absolutely thankful for all you've done for Jin and my boys, but I cannot accept something like this. Now if perhaps you two are seeing each other, I hope me or the fans or anyone hear of that relationship. If it gets to me, I will prevent any trouble happening to my boys like I had mentioned before if you know what I mean. My advice is that since the two of you are both mature adults, you should know what is best for each other. Let's just continue our mutual relationship and not make any trouble. Does that sound good, (Y/N)?"

You no longer could hold in the disappointment and anger that felt like would make you explode, but this was Mr. Bang SiHyuk. If there was anyone you didn't want on you bad side, it was him.

An odd tear had escaped your eyes and you quickly wiped it away.

"That sounds great actually. I have to get going now or I'll be late for my patient's hourly checkup at the hospital. Why don't we meet again....maybe with a lighter mood next time?" You begin to stand up, pushing aside your seat to quickly escape the suffocating atmosphere.

"Then. I'll be heading out too. I feel a lot lighter now that I've talked to you." Mr. Bang SiHyuk walked out of the empty cafe with you following closely behind to say your goodbyes.

As you headed back to the hospital, millions of thoughts had been flying through your head.

(Y/N) talking to herself as she walked back to the hospital-----------

Is it time for me to let go of him??

He would totally be fine, right? Would I be doing him a favor?

No... he would not be fine. I certainly was not fine after the breakup with Dylan a few years back. Nothing was fine. Everything was terrifying. Losing him was terrifying. 

Knowing that feeling, I can't possibly just let Jimin go. He said he loved me. We fit each other so well like puzzle pieces. He was only about to open up, just like I for him. 

Wouldn't he be devastated? Just like I was? That would be so hypocritical of me to do to him. That unbearable pain, this boy would never be able to heal from it.

Unless....unless he didn't have those feelings for me yet.

He only felt sympathy for me when I had lost my first patient.

OH GOSH (Y/N)!!!! MAKE UP YOUR MIND, YOU'RE TRYING TO DRIVE ME CRAZY?

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You plopped into a bed in the interns' lounge right after you had gotten back. A sudden reminder had you feeling a bit uneasy again. Tomorrow was the camping retreat and you had invited Jimin. 

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I bet dating Jimin would be pretty tough. I mean all his fangirls would probably die seeing him with another women. (By fangirls I mean ME...lol I'm pretty crazy)

Maybe it's because he's still young, like maybe if he was around his late 20's or early 30's, I'd be happy for him. Now I just sound like a horrible fan. IM SORRYYYYYYY!!!!

QUESTION OF THE DAY:

How would you react if Jimin had a girlfriend? 

(Honestly... I would maybe cry, write in my physics book a million times that I regret picking him as my bias and then rant about how much I deserve to my friends. Sorry, I'm crazy. I need some pills to calm me down. JK I'm not like a drug addict or anything... jkjk lol)

But tell me honestly, how would you react? Let's all fangirl in the comments together :D

Thanks for reading loves <3 Please don't forget to vote and COMMENT!!!