Dear Sweet Love - Phan

-Introduction-

Dear Sweet Love,
                                    Someone told me once that I would find you, but I think this person was wrong.
You fooled me many times. Can you have mercy?
I want answers. Do you really exist? Are you just, fake? Brutal? Violent?
Are you an illusion? An illusion that everyone gets catched by?
Scientifically speaking, you're just a mad attraction to make us reproduct.
And I think you are. I guess, you're not a feeling. You're not worth ruining my future, my life. You're just something inexplicably bad, that gets the others sad and depressing.
And you won't catch me. I won't let you.