Chapter Fourteen

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                                                         Chris' POV

Nothing could have prepared me for what happened today, especially giving how the day started. I couldn't sleep the night before, I knew it was close and I just couldn't bring myself to shut my eyes, I wouldn't have sweet dreams at this moment in time. I spent the entire night looking through my phone at pictures and videos of me and PJ, I thought about making them into a video, for PJ's fans to keep the memories too, I didn't want to do it yet though, nobody knows what's going on yet, they do know that PJ isn't making videos, but none of us have said anything as to why. 

 I decided to put the pictures and the clips together in a video, so that it's all edited and ready, I'd ask PJ about it later at the hospital, I'm sure he wouldn't mind. It was half past 6 when I had finally finished editing, I went downstairs and only had a cup of coffee, I didn't really feel like eating right now. At around 7 I left for the hospital, PJ had told me that I could come by any time, even at 3am, the nice nurses at the hospital said that we could go and visit him any time we wanted. I got on the tube and luckily found a seat, that was almost impossible to do. "Chris" I turned around, I recognised that voice but I couldn't find the person it belonged to, I looked back down at my phone.

 "Chris!" There it was again, closer this time, I looked up to see Phil, looking very tired and fed up. There wasn't a seat available next to me so Phil stood beside me holding the pole. "How'd you sleep?" He asked, it sounded as though he'd lost his voice, he cleared his throat.

"I didn't" I replied.

"I couldn't sleep either, I was in bed all night, didn't have my laptop on or anything, my eyes just didn't want to close" 

"I can't believe this is happening" I almost burst into tears, the man next to me looked at Phil, nodded and got up, Phil sat down and thanked him. He put his arm around me. 

"It's okay Chris, I know it seems that nothing can go right but you'll find something eventually, you'll be in the bargaining stage"

"When I couldn't sleep last night I put a lot of old pictures and video clips from my phone of me and PJ into a video, for like a nice memory thingy for his fans"

"Well that's good, do they know anything yet?"

"No, not yet, I was gonna do it just before I uploaded the video"

We'd just arrived at our stop, we tried to push through the crowd without getting hurt or hurting anyone, it was always crowded on the tube and it was impossible to avoid a few bumps and elbows in your ribs. It didn't take us long to get to the hospital, but when we did we got quite a shock. PJ's bed was empty. 

Author's note: Omg I'm sorry I didn't post this when I said I was going to! I've not been very well for a while and I am on a lot of medication right now so just bare with me! I also have been given some money to post someone's unpublished book on here, so please make sure you read that! Thanks guys ^_^

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