Jøsh Dun.
I'm not an actor but I sure am good at pretending I'm happy. Ever since I was put here to be examined and 'cured' everyday, I wasn't happy.
Instead of holding on to reality, I was slipping away from it. Farther from where I was from the start. The voices were loud, deafening, and deceiving. Everyday, my fingertips touch reality but reality backs away as if it doesn't want to be touched. And with reality out of my life, it drives me insane.
Dr. Way knows it but he focuses more on my supposed cure.
Then this boy comes into my life, walking in nervously with a sad face, knees shaking, lips trembling, and unsure about the place he had walked in— then unknowingly, he grabbed my hand and made me touch a knew realm. A new reality where I could be happy. He made me feel sane.
But he wasn't supposed to walk in to my life. He was supposed to be in Dr. Urie's life as a patient but somehow, out of the odds, I had an examination scheduled the same as his appointment.
Countless of medicines were given to me. All those were supposed to make me happy but they didn't. Sure, it made me forget about being sad but it wasn't long term.
I want to be happy for a long time but with all the medicines I took; all those anti-depressants and pills for my disease; the chemicals that were supposed to cure my mind and depression didn't work.
But Tyler did.
It's been a day being with him but it made me realize that some medicines can't cure you—but some people can,
And then they become your medicine.
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We Don't Believe What's On TV || Jøshler AU
Fanfiction"I used to say "I wanna die before I'm old" but because of you, I might think twice" :.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.: Depressed and burnout TV star, Tyler Joseph, decides to get therapy which leads to meeting Josh Dun, a schizophrenic.
