Last First Kiss (One Direction FanFiction)

Just Friends

~Niall's P.O.V.~

Oh... My... Gosh... I did not want to be a teen dad! I don't think I even wanted children! I can't believe I got her pregnant, but I would never leave her. She needed someone to help her through it and I'd be there for her, even if I wasn't in a relationship with her. Savana deserved a really good friend who's a boy to help her through that, like me. I'd care for her and we had to be just friends.

"You're-You're breaking up with me?"

I nodded, the guilt rushing through my veins, filling my face with blood, "I-I love you Niall, how..."

"I know."

She was near bursting into tears, I knew she wanted to run away and cry but she had no where to run at this time, "You're the father of OUR child, you-you can't just leave me."

This was such a worse reaction then I ever imagined, "You ARE l-leaving aren't you?"

I shook my head.

~Savana's P.O.V.~

I knew this would happen. I knew it wouldn't last. It was all too good to be true.

"Your l-leaving aren't you?" I whispered. My automatic response was to shut my eyes but I couldn't bare it, the tears would fall if I did. To my shock I saw him shake his head, not nod, shake. He wasn't leaving? He was staying with me even though we weren't together?

"You're going to stay?"

"Yeah. I'm not just going to leave you if you're pregnant, besides we made love for this baby to be here, even though I don't... Love you, I still want to be friends and I'll help you through this Savana, I promise, cross my heart and hope to die."

I was full of pain but it seemed to gently ease off a small amount of it when he promised me he wouldn't leave me.

"I may be a guy but I think I do know how to be just friends." he smiled.

I still felt like crying. I couldn't stop myself and the tears began to fall, they didn't stop either, I was trying to wipe them away as fast as possible but I was incapable of doing it as fast as they were falling.

"That's great, just great."

"What?"

I shook my head in disbelief, "I've screwed up at life, I'm 17 and pregnant, the dad isn't even in love with me and my best friend's in the hospital."

He looked really sorry for me and I noticed him move his shoulder next to mine expectantly, I couldn't bear to just sit there and cry so I dropped myself on top of his shoulder.

"You haven't screwed up at all Savana, you are an amazing girl it's just a relationship like this wouldn't last, I had to end it before it spiralled out of control, you know?"

I knodded through all the pain and lifted my head for a moment. I noticed that I'd left mascara marks all over his bare shoulder.

"Oh Niall! I'm so sorry I ruined your shirt, what else can I ruin today..."

"It's okay, I've got another one."

I laughed at him before feeling disappointment again. I wanted to kiss him really bad, fall into his arms and tell him I loved him but I couldn't. It would make us both feel much worse. I knew he felt bad about it but really, I think it was for the best even though the pain was agonizing.

"Friends can hug right?"

He nodded and I fell into his arms, I wanted to feel those toned shoulder blades, that soft skin and those smooth shoulders just one more time. Niall wasn't rigid like I thought he'd be, he hugged me back and embraced the emotions I was feeling.

"I'm sorry for being a complete and utter ass Savana."

"It's okay."

Niall would always be an amazing guy even if we weren't in love.

"Just friends?"

I nodded, "Just friends."

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Oh for Heavens sake, Perrie and Zayn just got back together... Danielle and Liam broke up... and Niall and Savana are "Just Friends" I wonder what other things will soon pop up in this story??? ;)

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