How long will it take?
This keeps on happening over and over again. I'm not sure if I am the problem or if my happiness is the problem. Does it really take that much bad things for me to be happy? I'm sure a few friends hanging out are not that bad.
I never meant the worst, and if I am the problem why are they fighting with each other? Why is my mom crying and not me? Why are they suffering and not me. Isn't it easier for me to just go?
You guys are linked, not through me. Through a marriage and through a child who doesn't deserve to go through all I went through.
Will you please just stop. Just make a decision. Don't stay in between either stay or go.
How long does it take for a decision to be made?
