Megatrons Mate

Chapter 7

It was definitely a long day today.

Training had been hell. Learning basic hand to hand combat wasn't as easy as I thought. No shit. I sneered at the sassy voice in my head and then sighed, leaning my arm on the table in the rec room, I scanned in my head how many dents I probably had all over my body. It wasn't a surprise really, the bot I was training with was Lugnut, I'm guessing he doesn't really like me that with all the force he actually used to rain down his 'terror' upon me.

I snorted and crossed my arms over the table, laying my head atop then and quietly yawning. However I wasn't expecting a heavy hand to land on my shoulder.

"Rough day?" A slightly German accented voice asked. Dear god.

I turned my head and looked back to see Blitzwing, but with his Icy persona on. I sighed in relief but nearly fell out of my chair when it switched to a very hyper Random.

"She could have seen better days!" He cackled happily and I shoved my face back in my arms. "..Are you alright?" I peeked an eye, eer optic, out from my arms to stare at Icy once more. I contemplated on how to proceed with this. I can tell him whats really on my mind and risk getting laughed at, or worse, he tell Megatron. But then again Icy actually was one of the few bots who I've come to know as a friend, even since I was a pathetic little human! I sighed once again and sat up to stare at him.

"Honestly..No. Training was rough, I barely know how to fight in a hand to hand combat, let alone know how to be 'Graceful' with it. I feel useless compared to you guys, I'm just here keeping everyone behind and.." I looked down, missing how Icy calmly looked behind me then back at me. "I want to be worth something to Megsy rather than some worthless toy kept around to keep bothering him..I want to prove to him I could protect him if the time called, or better yet actually fight along side him!" I said with a huge smile on my face, it didn't meet my eyes though. Icy noticed and placed both his hands on my shoulders and pulled me close so it was a serious stare down happening.

What now?

"You are not worthless. You are not useless, Lillian. You are strong, brave and courageous. Your fighting skills may not be a good match compared to ours but that comes with practice. Training is the key. You must keep moving on and work through the days to get better. And if what my eyes see, your are not just a mere worthless 'toy' to Megatron, you are much more, you are his mate. He loves you like you love him." Icy sincerely said and I couldn't help the choked giggled that slipped by from the tears and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. He blushed and I heard a cough directly behind us.

Well I'll be damned. Shut up voice.

I blushed brightly and instantly let go of Blitz to see Megatron standing there with a questioning stare and a small smile. If you called that a smile coming from an emotionless robot. I rolled my eyes at my mind and came back to reality in time to see Blitz hurry out the rec room to leave me and Megs some space.

I looked down at my lap and played with my hands nervously. Just how much of that has he heard? Would he leave me on my own after finding out my true feelings about the situation or? My thoughts abruptly slammed to a halt when a gray hand gripped my chin gently and tilted my head up to look into his red optics.

"...Has something been bothering you lately, Lillian?" He quietly murmured and I looked at him for a second before pulling him into a tight hug, which he huffed a laughed and wrapped his arms around me. "Affectionate I see."

"Sorry." I whispered and closed my eyes. He tilted his head a little, but already knowing he would ask why I beat him to it. "For having to deal with me. I'm not a good enough warrior, these lasts years have been something, that's for sure. I don't mean to be depressing but I felt like a burden. Another problem you had to keep b-but..I think Blitz there cleared it up a lit-" He cut me off.

"Lillian. Do not apologize. I was blinded, but do not hold onto the past, live into the future. As Blitz wing said, with practice can come perfection, you are not worthless or useless, you are the love I have been searching for this whole time I have spent my miserable, yet delightful, years fighting those horrid Autobots." He said the last part with narrowed optics that seemed to zone out. I couldn't help but giggle then paused.

'Like blitzwing said'?

"YOU heard that?!" I screeched and jumped away from him. Oh god. Oh no. What did he think of me? I'm a giant loser, a wimp! I jumped up and tried to run past while muttering apologies but he grabbed my wrist and threw me over his shoulder. I squawked and was to shocked to move for a moment. But I proceeded to start kicking my legs until he held them to his chassis.

"I heard every word uttered by you and Blitzwing, pet. And I was upset a bit that you don't realize how much I love, yet think I would even label you as those titles," I sucked in a breath and stared at the floor, energon tears welling to my optics. Oh god I'm screwed, why couldn't I just be thankful for all this and keep my-

HE'S NOT DONE. Oh.

"It seems that I am doing a horrible job at keeping my part up as your mate," I began to protest but he put a warm, large hand on the back of my thigh in a silent warning, Ok. "So I will just proceed to show you how much you mean to me, Lillian.." He practically purred and continued his way out of the rec room.

Oh.

OH. Oh.

Oh~. Don't mock me!

I blushed heavily and mentally burst with joy, dancing around in a field of flowers in my head. I love the big oaf. When we passed out the arch way of the door, I failed to notice two glaring blue optics in the shadows at the end of a very long corridor.

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GUESS who's backkkkkk! <3