Megatrons Mate

Chapter 9

I woke up with a headache. Was that even possible anymore? Guess so.

Duh. Stupid.

I stared very hard at the greyish wall in front of me with a glare until I felt a giant hand land on my shoulder. I screamed.

Turning around, my arm blade unleashed, I took a swing at my attackers arm to only stop short. The air got extremely tense, I felt a lump form in my throat and my eyes go impossibly wide.

That was Megatron.

Stuupid .

I growled at the voice in my head but appearently did it out loud because he grew tense and stood to his full height and glared down at me. Daring me to do anything else. I smartly put my blades away and stared at the ground, heating up in embarassment.

Megatron relaxed visibly then suddenly pulled me into a hug. "Whats going on with you?..." He whispered in my ear and I blanked suddenly. What was wrong with me?

Everything.

I cringed and clung to him tighter until Shockwave cleared his throat from behind the Tyrant. I peeked my head around and playfully narrowed my eyes at the bot. Megatron went to move back only to find that he couldn't. "Lillian."

"Yes, Megsy?"

"...Let go."

"Why would I do that, Megatwon?"

"Now."

"Ok Ok! Gosh. Bossy." I smirked and moved away.

"My leige, Lillian is stable enough to go. Nothing seems to be wrong with her..that is life threatening in any way." Shockwave informed Megatron, who nodded his head and turned to go back to one of the many stations he's always at. "Good. Now we can go have a ta-" He turned to look for the mentioned con. Only to find Lillian wasnt there.

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"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I screamed and staggered through the halls. Everything was blurry as I tried to hurridly make my way to the exit.

Running away like a baby I see? nothing new changed has it.

I smacked the top of my head harshly and leaned against the wall when a shock went through my body.

Hitting yourself? That wont get rid of me. Im apart of you, don't you know. Stupid girl.

I huffed in frustration and fell to my knees on the ground laying my head against the wall.

Who are you.

Your "friend".

You're no friend of mine.

You'll just have to get used to me now wont you? Im here to just rip your whole mind apart. Watch and enjoy as you suffer. Slowly but surely losing it all.

"GO AWAY."

"Lillian?"

I screeched and turned around to see Megatron at the end of the halls. I froze as we made eye contact then I turned and ran. No No NO, not now, don't see me like this again!

Maybe he'll learn of how much "use" you are to him then, huh?

I heard a sharp whistle go right by my ear and skidded to a stop to see a very familiar looking sword lodged into the ground right in front of me.

Get out of there.

I looked behind me to see a very emotionless, scary, Tyrant chasing after me. I only ran faster hoping to not trip over my feet. I turned a corner sharply until red lights started to flash. Oh god.

I came to halt when I thought I saw a blur of yellow speed past me. Is that?..No. Footsteps pounded behind me then stopped, I continued to stare at the floor. Blue.

Stop it.

A hand roughly grabbed my upper arm into a strong iron grip. I kicked out until I was thrown over a certain cons shoulder. I whined lowly until my leg was gripped in warning as he took his time walking through the halls, the alarm still blaring. "Where are you taking me..?" I whispered but didn't get an answer.

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I was cuffed and blind folded being lead through the prisoner cells, Megatrons giant hand tightly, but gently, wrapped around both of mine behind my back, leading me through the halls. I was scared to be honest. Why did he bring me down here?

Cause your useless.

I bit my lip hardshly and tilted me head down. Why did this voice come back all of a sudden. I jerked my head up when we stopped.. Well Megatron stopped, I just tripped over my feet until he grabbed and turned me to face something.

The blindfold was taken off, I tensed up and started to suddenly over heat. There in the cell in front of me was Optimus. He sat there and stared up at me with dull cyan optics that used to be bright. His paintjob scratched and dented in many places, I winced and backed away into Megatron.

"What did you do to her, Prime." He growled lowly and I shivered. It was silent. "What did he do Lillian?" He then whispered in my ear.

Go ahead tell him pipsqueak. Tell him about "Wittle Kittens" nightmare.

Tell him.

I violently shook my head. "Lillian Tell me." He said again in a steely voice, he was growing impatient. I bit my lip.

Tell him so he realizes your a worthless soldier. Getting all shaken over a pathetic Dream. Worthless.

"..It was a nightmare...I kept having thoughts that Optimus..He was mad, he was chasing me, he was coming to get me. To kill me. Im sorry Megatron! Im sorry Im so worthless, its stupid, but everything kept triggering me! This stupid voice in my head kept yelling at me and saying negative things, and...Its all just very frustrating. Im confused, scared and useless! I dont know what to th-" He cut off my rambling but roughly turning me and shoving my back into the cell's bars. My eyes went wide.

He shoved a leg between mine and hand slammed to the right of my helm, the other to the left, trapping me in a cage of Megatron. I stared a bit scared at his face as it got closer and closer to mine. He pressed a kiss to my lips and tensed up before closing my eyes and kissing back. He seemed to deepen the kiss as well as shove a certain leg a little closer and I moaned.

He pulled away and moved his face to the left of mine. "...Your not Useless, your not worthless. Don't ever speak of yourself that way again..Never. As far as the nightmares and voices? Tell me. Tell me, and I will be here for you. Now get out of here." He whispered and pressed a kiss to my helm moving back. When did he unlock my hand cuffs?

I stared at him for a second, breathless and dazed, as his steely eyes turned from me to focus on a certain bot behind me. I took my chances and got out of there as fast as I could.

... loser.

Shut up.