I will be loved! (BWWM)

Chapter Twelve

Danielle's Prov:

I use to think that having two guys be into me would be something that I would really like, but let me tell you it isn't all it is cracked up to be. It has been a month since I told the boys that I wanted to date the both of them, and to say it has been interesting would be an understatement. I thought dealing with school and all my scheduling was hard. But now having to add two boys into the equation was beyond difficult. I felt like I never had any time for myself anymore. That I never got a chance to just go and be a young women in college. Which really sucked when you thought about it.

But I couldn't think about all that right now. Because tonight I was suppose to be going on a date with Ben. He was taking me to go to go and meet his parents. Yeah you read that right his parents. And naturally I was freaking out because I have never met someone's parents before. Like not someone who I was dating. With Luke I didn't have to worry about meeting his parents, because they were dead. Not that I liked the fact that they were dead and I didn't have to meet them, because I would much rather them be alive. The point is I didn't have to deal with meeting his parents, so I never had to worry about any of this.

So this was like the first time that I have really had to make a good impression on people I didn't know. Which is why I have been in my room trying to find the perfect outfit to wear. I honestly didn't know what I was going to wear. This was a lot worse then having to pick an outfit for a date. I mean it use to freak out about what I was going to wear on a date, but now I just didn't care. I mean dating two guys will do that to you, make you not have to worry about what your going to wear, because you're more worried about keeping the two men away from one another. But with parents you had no idea what you should wear. I mean some parents are really cool and fun, and make you feel like you can wear any casual clothes and it be okay. And other families wear nice outfits to every dinner and everything is really stiff. I just honestly didn't know what I was going to wear and I only have a hour left before Ben picked me up. Okay it is definitely time to freak out.

"Penelope!" I yelled. Within seconds I heard footsteps and before I knew it Penelope was standing in front of me looking frantic.

"What, what is it?" She asked me as she looked around making sure everything was okay.

"I don't know what I am going to wear to meet Ben's parents." I said with a dramatic sob. Penelope gave me a confused look.

"You screamed to me like you were dying because you can't decide on what to wear to meet Ben's parent?" I nodded my head at her words. "Come on Danielle you are being ridiculous. Who the fuck cares about what you wear." She said as she walked over to where I was on my bed and sat down next to me.

"I care about what I wear. The first time someone meets you they make a judgement about you. I have to be wearing the best thing possible." I explained to her. I watched as Penelope shock her heads at my words.

"Do you even hear yourself right now? Like I said who cares what they think. You already have Ben wrapped around your finger. He is so into you, so who the fuck cares about what his parents think about what you wear, and what impressions you let out. Be who you are, and if they don't like the person that you are, then fuck them. Your amazing and anyone who can't see that is beyond stupid." Penelope said to me with a smile.

I gave a short laugh at her words. This is why I loved her so much. Actually this is why I loved her and Tabby so much. No matter what they were always there for me. When I was loosing my mind over stupid things, they made sure they were there to help keep me at bay. To remind me to take it one step at a time.

"Thanks Pen, I don't know why I get so crazy like this." I admitted to her.

"You get like this because you are some one who wants everyone to like them. But what you don't understand is that everyone already likes you naturally. So stop freaking worrying so much." She said as she attacked me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I laughed at her and pushed her off of me. I shot up and walked over to my closet. I walked in and picked up my light pink sundress and white sandals.